The other day Agatha said she had "Febbre di italia" (Translation: Italy Fever). I think I'm catching that right now. She's been great w/ the research and things-to-pack. Don't worry, I'll give my two cents once I get a moment to myself. We're both excited. A little less than 2 weeks left. This whole week I've been so tired... and stressed.
"Anno Nuovo" (Translation: New Year)
New Year's Eve. Gonna spend time w/ family. I still would like to sleep by 1am. I'm such a tired person. Am I taking my vitamins? Not making any resolutions - never did, don't want to. 2004 has been a great year. Maybe one of my "bestest".
Made it through school, learned a lot about myself and my strengths and weaknesses as a woman, a couple of graduations here, a couple of marriages there, a few pregnancies (must be the year of the babies), crazy situations, not learning my lessons, booked Italy (for the first time in my life I'm going to Europe), one of the greatest Christmases I've had, first time to buy gifts for everyone, became an "adult" in my family's eyes, full time working girl, my own health insurance, Jordan sells his car, got back to reading books, killed my feet w/ those high and sexy shoes (too stubborn to stop buying them), keeping in touch w/ college friends, apt renovation, "the parents" met, took my parents and Jordan's parents to dinner and paid ($$$$!), took my parents shopping and paid ($$$!), opened a brokerage account (still don't fully understand that), loved ones getting sick or in trouble, relationship reflections (right, ladies?) . All this and I've managed to become closer w/ family and friends, which I thought we were as close as close could get.
Hope 2005 is just as good or better. See ya in the new year!
12.30.2004
12.28.2004
Pretty Good Day
Today was a pretty good day...
Work was good. Although it took 7 hours to get good results from the application testing I needed to do today, I still was able to receive and document the results.
Was craving Pastrami for some strange reason, and ended up having it for lunch.
The train ride home was pretty good, too... nose turned red =) ...and my feet didn't get hypothermia like I thought it would.
I couldn't get songs to go to my iPod, but I finally made it work (after 2 days) and 300 songs are now stored in the iPod, ready for use on the train tomorrow - if you call my name, I can't hear youuuu - la la la la la....
Felt lazy to work out, but Dad convinced me otherwise, now I feel better after a good sweat.
Always like to shower w/ music, but don't/can't. But thanks to Jay and Nikki, I brought in the Portable iPod stereo docking thingy majingy into the bathroom, blasted my music, and took an extra long shower b/c I probably kept singing and dancing. =P
My PC is crazy when I load DVDs into it, but got it to work for Sex and the City, Season 1. Got my Do Not Disturb sign up =P Gonna get my dose of SJP right now. peace.
Work was good. Although it took 7 hours to get good results from the application testing I needed to do today, I still was able to receive and document the results.
Was craving Pastrami for some strange reason, and ended up having it for lunch.
The train ride home was pretty good, too... nose turned red =) ...and my feet didn't get hypothermia like I thought it would.
I couldn't get songs to go to my iPod, but I finally made it work (after 2 days) and 300 songs are now stored in the iPod, ready for use on the train tomorrow - if you call my name, I can't hear youuuu - la la la la la....
Felt lazy to work out, but Dad convinced me otherwise, now I feel better after a good sweat.
Always like to shower w/ music, but don't/can't. But thanks to Jay and Nikki, I brought in the Portable iPod stereo docking thingy majingy into the bathroom, blasted my music, and took an extra long shower b/c I probably kept singing and dancing. =P
My PC is crazy when I load DVDs into it, but got it to work for Sex and the City, Season 1. Got my Do Not Disturb sign up =P Gonna get my dose of SJP right now. peace.
12.27.2004
Christmas Recap
Christmas this year was one of the best. Not only did Santa surprise me w/ things I was hoping for, but most importantly, my parents and family were all together. My parents could've been in the Philippines, but it wouldn't be right. On top of that, it was Jordan's first Christmas with the entire family. I think he got more presents than me =P. He was overwhelmed b/c being that there are 16 of us, there is so much hustle and bustle, and so many presents. He hasn't had that kind of Christmas since he was a little kid. Glad to have brought back a little of his past =) Of course, when I opened up gifts of underwear, the jokes started flying to Jordan and he just turned his head like "I don't know what that is and I'll never see her in those". haha... cute.
At 12am Christmas Eve we did Yankee Swap (our family version of Secret Santa using numbers) and then ate some dessert. After dessert, it was time to distribute the presents. Each person got one or two from each family, so each person got an average of 8-10 gifts. Then starting from the youngest, he/she would sit in the middle and open gifts one-by-one. We finished at 5am. I'm having so much trouble w/ my Internet or something, I cannot update my page, only my blogs. So I can't even post a few pics. So instead, click here for Christmas pictures.
Christmas Day. It was off to go see Jordan's dad in the hospital and give him his gifts. For dinner it was my turn to be w/ Jordan's family. At his brothers house was where we exchanged gifts. I think humor runs in his family b/c everyone was making me laugh. His mother and I almost threw up our food later that night from laughing so much. I love his family.
At 12am Christmas Eve we did Yankee Swap (our family version of Secret Santa using numbers) and then ate some dessert. After dessert, it was time to distribute the presents. Each person got one or two from each family, so each person got an average of 8-10 gifts. Then starting from the youngest, he/she would sit in the middle and open gifts one-by-one. We finished at 5am. I'm having so much trouble w/ my Internet or something, I cannot update my page, only my blogs. So I can't even post a few pics. So instead, click here for Christmas pictures.
Christmas Day. It was off to go see Jordan's dad in the hospital and give him his gifts. For dinner it was my turn to be w/ Jordan's family. At his brothers house was where we exchanged gifts. I think humor runs in his family b/c everyone was making me laugh. His mother and I almost threw up our food later that night from laughing so much. I love his family.
12.26.2004
Little Rascals
Three of my nephews came over to spend the night (Kurt - 10 yrs old, Chris - 9 yrs old, Ace - 5 yrs old) and oh boy oh boy oh boy...
I'm nowhere near ready for motherhood, or at least give me a big house w/ a huge basement and they can tear that room apart; they can whack it up all they want. The cutest part of the day, other than their faces and eating habits, was when I was in the shower. The 5 yr old one (who looks like he's 3 b/c he's so cute and petite) barges right in while I'm showering. I'm like "uhh, excuse me..". But of course, he has to go so I cannot deny the boy the toilet. The shower door isn't exactly clear, but I'm not entirely blocked. The toilet is next to the tub, so I'm laughing to myself while he is peeing b/c he acts like the man of the house and comes and goes as he pleases. He's my little man (nephew and God son), so he can do (almost) anything he wants. Then the 10 yr old starts talking to me about football audibles and sacks. I'm looking at him like how did you know this. He learned it from PS2 games. It took me 20+ yrs to learn those terms and he just learns by himself at 10. Smart kid.
I still have a whole bunch of crap to do before sleeping so I'll have to post up myChristmas pictures and stories (if I remember them) tomorrow. For now, I'm out...
I'm nowhere near ready for motherhood, or at least give me a big house w/ a huge basement and they can tear that room apart; they can whack it up all they want. The cutest part of the day, other than their faces and eating habits, was when I was in the shower. The 5 yr old one (who looks like he's 3 b/c he's so cute and petite) barges right in while I'm showering. I'm like "uhh, excuse me..". But of course, he has to go so I cannot deny the boy the toilet. The shower door isn't exactly clear, but I'm not entirely blocked. The toilet is next to the tub, so I'm laughing to myself while he is peeing b/c he acts like the man of the house and comes and goes as he pleases. He's my little man (nephew and God son), so he can do (almost) anything he wants. Then the 10 yr old starts talking to me about football audibles and sacks. I'm looking at him like how did you know this. He learned it from PS2 games. It took me 20+ yrs to learn those terms and he just learns by himself at 10. Smart kid.
I still have a whole bunch of crap to do before sleeping so I'll have to post up myChristmas pictures and stories (if I remember them) tomorrow. For now, I'm out...
12.24.2004
Freeeedom!!
It's 3am and I just finished watching Braveheart, and in the wise words of Aggie...GANGSTA'!!! Bra-freakin-vo! Believe the hype, this movie is all that. I want the DVD, and I don't like buying DVDs. I've never bought one, nor do I want to, up until this movie. Wow. It came out in 1995 and almost 10 years later is when I see it? What's wrong w/ me?!? Thank you for lending it to me! I want to see it again. I'm in complete awe of Mel Gibson's talent and this movie. He has the ability to direct movies that move you -- if you watched The Passion and Braveheart, then you definitely know what I'm talking about.
wow.
In case I won't be able to blog this weekend.... MERRY CHRISTMAS / HAPPY HOLIDAYS PEOPLE!! =)
wow.
In case I won't be able to blog this weekend.... MERRY CHRISTMAS / HAPPY HOLIDAYS PEOPLE!! =)
12.22.2004
Whatever, Man
Is it just me, or do some people sometimes have one of those days they wish they were someone else, or in some other different situation at the moment? I'm having one of those days.
Tonight, nothing bothers me, yet everything bothers me. It's my last day of work on Thurs. I was excited for the Holiday weekend up until tonight - I hate when moods are ruined. I think this is the part where I rather I have a different situation or be someone else... just for the moment.
Maybe some of the apathy or calmness I feel came from my workout, or maybe b/c I didn't eat dinner (but I'm not hungry). I'm just glad my both my parents raised me to be productive and independent -- tonight, these two thoughts are keeping me sane at the moment.
I want to say and analyze so much more b/c I have so much more to say, but I don't think it's appropriate, so I'll keep it to myself. I have lots of private thoughts that I keep to myself. There are thoughts I don't tell my family, my best friends, my boyfriend. I guess that's the Scorpio in me -- secretive, among other things. It's those silent stings that'll hurt if we get fed up enough.
In the words of Method Man and Redman, "Whatever, Man!!"
Tonight, nothing bothers me, yet everything bothers me. It's my last day of work on Thurs. I was excited for the Holiday weekend up until tonight - I hate when moods are ruined. I think this is the part where I rather I have a different situation or be someone else... just for the moment.
Maybe some of the apathy or calmness I feel came from my workout, or maybe b/c I didn't eat dinner (but I'm not hungry). I'm just glad my both my parents raised me to be productive and independent -- tonight, these two thoughts are keeping me sane at the moment.
I want to say and analyze so much more b/c I have so much more to say, but I don't think it's appropriate, so I'll keep it to myself. I have lots of private thoughts that I keep to myself. There are thoughts I don't tell my family, my best friends, my boyfriend. I guess that's the Scorpio in me -- secretive, among other things. It's those silent stings that'll hurt if we get fed up enough.
In the words of Method Man and Redman, "Whatever, Man!!"
12.21.2004
Holiday Party
**edit**
I'm watching the 10 o' clock news and they are talking to a U.S. soldier (Drill Sergeant) in Iraq and letting him communicate w/ his family in NY through WB 11 news. The whole time he's smiling ear-to-ear but if you look closely, tears are running down his cheeks all the while he's smiling. His family is like 20 people deep. I feel soooo bad for soldiers serving our country who are away this holiday, away from their family. I started getting emotional and shed a tear or two for him and all the others stuck out there. I have a lot to be thankful for *sniffles*
**end edit**
My first company Holiday Party was so much fun. I never expected it to turn out the way it did. After eating good food, I danced the whole time until I had to go. I found out my dad was so sweet to pick me up w/out me calling, that I didn't want to leave him waiting outside, so I left at 9pm (party ended at 10pm). I drank wine, danced w/ my managers and entire team and just had a grand 'ol time. I will definitely want to go to next year's. I love my team more than ever. Yes, they're smart and good at what they do, but they also have great qualities that I admire -- for example, my boss(es) won't take crap from anyone. They'll stand up for the team and their work. They know what's going on, and just have this realistic attitude and approach w/ everything, and always get the work done. My main boss is also the no-bullshit type -- I like that -- simple, professional, and straight to the point. On top of that, they know how to boogie! I have a newfound respect for them when I saw them tearin' up the dance floor. lol.
By the end of, or during, or the beginning of next week, I will be changing/adding some pictures on my website -- mostly the group picture of all my girls (I'm missing Karen there, but there's a new one w/ all 7 of us that you'll see soon), family pictures, and pictures of Jordan and I. Basically the whole "Heart" section will have addition and changes. I found a really nice idea for a new page design (w/ special effects and everything), but I'm lazy at the moment to start a new design, and I haven't gotten tired of "Milestones" yet.
This week is going to be a little busy. Other than work, this week I find myself:
[] having to put together my christmas gift presentation (ribbons, bows, cards, etc)
[] finding time to take my cousin out to dinner before he goes back to Philly for school
[] catching Jackie after her Vegas trip to give her Christmas gift before I go upstate - on Friday she comes at 8pm, I leave for upstate at 9pm
[] working out the whole week just to stuff my face the whole weekend -- I need to fit into my work pants come Monday.
[] making some minor changes to my site, which is a pain in the ass at times, especially if I want to get creative
[] did I pay my bills? hmmm.... =/
[] researching/reading up on Italy -- 22 days (3 weeks) to plan for a trip to a foreign country where I don't know the language.
[] laundry!!! (overdue)
[] dry cleaning!!! (overdue)
[] I need a scrap book!! (overdue)
[] helping Jordan w/ "online stuff"
[] making sure he gets this-and-that done before this-and-that date
...and this is just this week...
I'm watching the 10 o' clock news and they are talking to a U.S. soldier (Drill Sergeant) in Iraq and letting him communicate w/ his family in NY through WB 11 news. The whole time he's smiling ear-to-ear but if you look closely, tears are running down his cheeks all the while he's smiling. His family is like 20 people deep. I feel soooo bad for soldiers serving our country who are away this holiday, away from their family. I started getting emotional and shed a tear or two for him and all the others stuck out there. I have a lot to be thankful for *sniffles*
**end edit**
My first company Holiday Party was so much fun. I never expected it to turn out the way it did. After eating good food, I danced the whole time until I had to go. I found out my dad was so sweet to pick me up w/out me calling, that I didn't want to leave him waiting outside, so I left at 9pm (party ended at 10pm). I drank wine, danced w/ my managers and entire team and just had a grand 'ol time. I will definitely want to go to next year's. I love my team more than ever. Yes, they're smart and good at what they do, but they also have great qualities that I admire -- for example, my boss(es) won't take crap from anyone. They'll stand up for the team and their work. They know what's going on, and just have this realistic attitude and approach w/ everything, and always get the work done. My main boss is also the no-bullshit type -- I like that -- simple, professional, and straight to the point. On top of that, they know how to boogie! I have a newfound respect for them when I saw them tearin' up the dance floor. lol.
By the end of, or during, or the beginning of next week, I will be changing/adding some pictures on my website -- mostly the group picture of all my girls (I'm missing Karen there, but there's a new one w/ all 7 of us that you'll see soon), family pictures, and pictures of Jordan and I. Basically the whole "Heart" section will have addition and changes. I found a really nice idea for a new page design (w/ special effects and everything), but I'm lazy at the moment to start a new design, and I haven't gotten tired of "Milestones" yet.
This week is going to be a little busy. Other than work, this week I find myself:
[] having to put together my christmas gift presentation (ribbons, bows, cards, etc)
[] finding time to take my cousin out to dinner before he goes back to Philly for school
[] catching Jackie after her Vegas trip to give her Christmas gift before I go upstate - on Friday she comes at 8pm, I leave for upstate at 9pm
[] working out the whole week just to stuff my face the whole weekend -- I need to fit into my work pants come Monday.
[] making some minor changes to my site, which is a pain in the ass at times, especially if I want to get creative
[] did I pay my bills? hmmm.... =/
[] researching/reading up on Italy -- 22 days (3 weeks) to plan for a trip to a foreign country where I don't know the language.
[] laundry!!! (overdue)
[] dry cleaning!!! (overdue)
[] I need a scrap book!! (overdue)
[] helping Jordan w/ "online stuff"
[] making sure he gets this-and-that done before this-and-that date
...and this is just this week...
12.19.2004
Officially Speaking Pt. 2
More official news in the order they happened (another long entry):
It's official, Italy here comes Aggie and Jam! It's booked -- sign, sealed, and delivered (well, in a few weeks the tickets will be delivered). The package that we orginially wanted was fully booked, but the travel agent was so nice enough to research and find prices for airfare+hotel that came out to only $10 more than the package we were going for. We are staying in Rome Jan. 12-Jan. 19 (6 nights total). We'll be staying in Rome, but visiting 2 (trying for 3) cities. We have in mind Rome, Venice, Florence. I hear Venice is a little far and ppl keep telling me to do Rome and Florence and save Venice w/ Jordan b/c its absolutely romantic. We'll see, if Aggie and I have time, I'll have to just get romantic w/ her.. hehe, j/k! If the weather remains at what the average reporting is (55 degrees) then that should be better for two girls who love the Fall season. I'm crossing my fingers the weather will be perfect, but if it isn't, its ok b/c New Yorkers have been through it all.
It's official, Ray and Karen are a married couple, and Zaida has been baptized into the Catholic Church. Friday night, everything was as perfect as perfect can be -- the gorgeous bride, the handsome groom (w/ a pair of sneakers that I really like =P) the fairytale wedding, the adorable baptism (that's b/c Zaida made it adorable), and the fun reception. Karen's sister gave a poignant speech -- they have so much love to give, and anybody who knows them sees that. Zaida came into the world to one of the greatest families. Congratulations to 3 of them! I've known Karen since I was 6 years old. 16 years later, I've been blessed w/ an opportunity to gain another family (her husband Ray and their daughter Zaida). I'm just glad that another 16+ years of being in their lives is in store for me. Watching Zaida grow up will give me just as much joy as watching Karen grow up. From singing the "Twelve days of Christmas" to their wedding bells, I'm so lucky to be a part of all of it. I was in charge of taking pictures of the ceremony that by the time the reception came, I had no battery. So now, I'm relying on the other girls so send me their reception pictures. I noticed a pattern b/c even in Wendy's Wedding reception I forgot my camera. One of the biggest and exciting events in a girl's life, my camera somehow doesn't make it to the reception. During the father-daughter dance, I was absolutely bawling! Tears just kept flowing. I mean I get teary eyed when vows are exchanged b/c thats my lil' Karen up there getting married, but the father-daughter dance topped all crying. Not only was I an emotional wreck b/c I saw Karen crying even more w/ her dad, but I thought of my own daddy. I think someone will have to dance right behind me and my dad w/ a box of Kleenex. Anyway, to the beautiful family.... *raising my glass*
Hmmm.. 2 down, 5 more to go... who shall be the next bride? (Jackie? Michelle? Lillian? Priscilla? Me?). Ladies, unfortunately, there are so many pics (240), that you have to wait until I burn them into a CD or get them up another way.
It's official, I got my shopping habits from my Mom. For the past two days, I've gone out w/ my parents and my mom and I seem to find ourselves buying stuff, whether for us or someone in the family. Mostly small stuff, but still. Then I found out she will work two shifts once a week at her the job she just retired from -- Registered Nursing Supervisor. One of my mom's greatest qualities is that she is a hard worker. Most people wouldn't want to think twice about going back to work after they retired, but here she is wanting to make extra money for, get this... shopping. =P But I know that's half true b/c I'm sure they have a lot to pay/settle before they both leave for good in February; there's a lot of things/paperwork to take care of, so the extra pay wouldn't hurt at all. Besides, she's a workaholic, and that's something I admire -- she works to give herself and her family the best. Other than that, shopping runs in the family b/c it goes the same for my sisters and brothers. What can I say, it's in the blood.
I just got to thinking about my dad. I noticed that almost every Daddy's Little Girl will wants to marry someone who resembles her father - at least that's my theory. My dad gets mad over something, which gets me mad b/c I have to lecture him for thinking not-nice thoughts. Then I'm the one who ends up aggrivated, yelling and putting on this face. My dad sees this and says all calmly "My God, Girl, I thought I was the one w/ high blood pressure". I can't help but laugh b/c I really don't want to laugh. I think its a great quality when any man makes a woman smile/laugh in times of aggrivation or anger (especially when she's not in the mood to smile/laugh). It shows me that he knows not to take life so seriously -- b/c even I forget that and need a reminder now and then. If my dad has that quality, then that's what I want my bf to have that quality -- which, thankfully, he has...
It's official, my brother turned FA-BU-LOUS 40 w/ a fabulous bday outfit, limo, and dinner party =) And the entire family (14 of us) got a chance to be a part of it. We went to The Manor in West Orange, NJ in a stretch limo and had an all-you-can-eat lobster buffet. It was such a beautiful and formal atmosphere. My nephew and my dad ate 6 whole lobsters. I'm not sure how much my brother ate. I had 2.5 whole lobsters, among other things. Then it was off to go to his house at 11:30 in another limo, a stretch SUV limo, received party favors, then the bday celebrant opened his gifts. It was a great night and my brother is even more fabulous at 40. He showed Jordan and I the roof of his building, and staring at you was the top of Empire State Building. He lives in Chelsea, and his apt's view on the 11th floor is also the top of the Empire State Building. You could see how beautiful Manhattan is from his roof top. It even made Jordan think about living in the city, and that's rare since he can't stand the congestion. He has a beautiful apt w/ all the newest furniture/electronics/decoration, a really nice building w/ gorgeous roof top facilities and view, a career he is so talented at and most people would die for (Senior Graphic Designer), a chance to literally see the world (visited 120 cities? is that right? .. and counting), a family who loves him unconditionally, friends he can laugh and share memories with, and the list goes on. Congratulations, Kuya, on being able to make a party called Life last for 40 years, and and still counting! Pictures here
It's official, Italy here comes Aggie and Jam! It's booked -- sign, sealed, and delivered (well, in a few weeks the tickets will be delivered). The package that we orginially wanted was fully booked, but the travel agent was so nice enough to research and find prices for airfare+hotel that came out to only $10 more than the package we were going for. We are staying in Rome Jan. 12-Jan. 19 (6 nights total). We'll be staying in Rome, but visiting 2 (trying for 3) cities. We have in mind Rome, Venice, Florence. I hear Venice is a little far and ppl keep telling me to do Rome and Florence and save Venice w/ Jordan b/c its absolutely romantic. We'll see, if Aggie and I have time, I'll have to just get romantic w/ her.. hehe, j/k! If the weather remains at what the average reporting is (55 degrees) then that should be better for two girls who love the Fall season. I'm crossing my fingers the weather will be perfect, but if it isn't, its ok b/c New Yorkers have been through it all.
It's official, Ray and Karen are a married couple, and Zaida has been baptized into the Catholic Church. Friday night, everything was as perfect as perfect can be -- the gorgeous bride, the handsome groom (w/ a pair of sneakers that I really like =P) the fairytale wedding, the adorable baptism (that's b/c Zaida made it adorable), and the fun reception. Karen's sister gave a poignant speech -- they have so much love to give, and anybody who knows them sees that. Zaida came into the world to one of the greatest families. Congratulations to 3 of them! I've known Karen since I was 6 years old. 16 years later, I've been blessed w/ an opportunity to gain another family (her husband Ray and their daughter Zaida). I'm just glad that another 16+ years of being in their lives is in store for me. Watching Zaida grow up will give me just as much joy as watching Karen grow up. From singing the "Twelve days of Christmas" to their wedding bells, I'm so lucky to be a part of all of it. I was in charge of taking pictures of the ceremony that by the time the reception came, I had no battery. So now, I'm relying on the other girls so send me their reception pictures. I noticed a pattern b/c even in Wendy's Wedding reception I forgot my camera. One of the biggest and exciting events in a girl's life, my camera somehow doesn't make it to the reception. During the father-daughter dance, I was absolutely bawling! Tears just kept flowing. I mean I get teary eyed when vows are exchanged b/c thats my lil' Karen up there getting married, but the father-daughter dance topped all crying. Not only was I an emotional wreck b/c I saw Karen crying even more w/ her dad, but I thought of my own daddy. I think someone will have to dance right behind me and my dad w/ a box of Kleenex. Anyway, to the beautiful family.... *raising my glass*
Hmmm.. 2 down, 5 more to go... who shall be the next bride? (Jackie? Michelle? Lillian? Priscilla? Me?). Ladies, unfortunately, there are so many pics (240), that you have to wait until I burn them into a CD or get them up another way.
It's official, I got my shopping habits from my Mom. For the past two days, I've gone out w/ my parents and my mom and I seem to find ourselves buying stuff, whether for us or someone in the family. Mostly small stuff, but still. Then I found out she will work two shifts once a week at her the job she just retired from -- Registered Nursing Supervisor. One of my mom's greatest qualities is that she is a hard worker. Most people wouldn't want to think twice about going back to work after they retired, but here she is wanting to make extra money for, get this... shopping. =P But I know that's half true b/c I'm sure they have a lot to pay/settle before they both leave for good in February; there's a lot of things/paperwork to take care of, so the extra pay wouldn't hurt at all. Besides, she's a workaholic, and that's something I admire -- she works to give herself and her family the best. Other than that, shopping runs in the family b/c it goes the same for my sisters and brothers. What can I say, it's in the blood.
I just got to thinking about my dad. I noticed that almost every Daddy's Little Girl will wants to marry someone who resembles her father - at least that's my theory. My dad gets mad over something, which gets me mad b/c I have to lecture him for thinking not-nice thoughts. Then I'm the one who ends up aggrivated, yelling and putting on this face. My dad sees this and says all calmly "My God, Girl, I thought I was the one w/ high blood pressure". I can't help but laugh b/c I really don't want to laugh. I think its a great quality when any man makes a woman smile/laugh in times of aggrivation or anger (especially when she's not in the mood to smile/laugh). It shows me that he knows not to take life so seriously -- b/c even I forget that and need a reminder now and then. If my dad has that quality, then that's what I want my bf to have that quality -- which, thankfully, he has...
It's official, my brother turned FA-BU-LOUS 40 w/ a fabulous bday outfit, limo, and dinner party =) And the entire family (14 of us) got a chance to be a part of it. We went to The Manor in West Orange, NJ in a stretch limo and had an all-you-can-eat lobster buffet. It was such a beautiful and formal atmosphere. My nephew and my dad ate 6 whole lobsters. I'm not sure how much my brother ate. I had 2.5 whole lobsters, among other things. Then it was off to go to his house at 11:30 in another limo, a stretch SUV limo, received party favors, then the bday celebrant opened his gifts. It was a great night and my brother is even more fabulous at 40. He showed Jordan and I the roof of his building, and staring at you was the top of Empire State Building. He lives in Chelsea, and his apt's view on the 11th floor is also the top of the Empire State Building. You could see how beautiful Manhattan is from his roof top. It even made Jordan think about living in the city, and that's rare since he can't stand the congestion. He has a beautiful apt w/ all the newest furniture/electronics/decoration, a really nice building w/ gorgeous roof top facilities and view, a career he is so talented at and most people would die for (Senior Graphic Designer), a chance to literally see the world (visited 120 cities? is that right? .. and counting), a family who loves him unconditionally, friends he can laugh and share memories with, and the list goes on. Congratulations, Kuya, on being able to make a party called Life last for 40 years, and and still counting! Pictures here
12.16.2004
Earth to Dad
I don't know if it's old age, or maybe I just never noticed it, but my dad is something else. We were in the car today and for some strange reason, I asked him "What do you tell people when they ask you what your daughter does for a living?". At first he goes "I don't know". I went bug-eyed b/c he's been driving me to work for 6 months (minus the 2 he's been gone) and he was there when I got my offer-letter. So this was the conversation:
Dad: Oh, you work in financial
Me: I work in "financial"...what?
Dad: [silence]
Dad: Programming!
Me: Nooooo! I told you I don't like programming; I don't enjoy it.
Dad: Then what, girl!?
...More guessing, then finally...
Me: I'm a Business Analyst
Dad: Ohhh, Financial Analyst!
Me: Noooooo! BUSINESS Analyst
Dad: [pauses] what the hell is that?! You analyze businesses??
Me: [Don't remember if I was cracking up or getting annoyed]
Me: I think I will explain some other day when I'm more calm
...a few minutes pass....
Me: So what do I do again?
Dad: [all confident] You're a Marketing Analyst!
Me: [I laughed so hard I literally was smacking the dashboard]
Dad: [cracking the f- up]
Me: BUSINESS ANALYST!!!
Yep, you gotta love my dad. I think he smoked or got high on contact or something in the Philippines b/c this conversation was unreal. I was cracking up just typing it.
Today feels good. I ate my dad's cooking (spare ribs w/ veggies) for the first time in two months and boy did I miss it. I'm sitting in front of my PC not worrying about the garbage, dishes, mess (its their mess this time). I could just chill and watch tv. And I don't have to work tomorrow either -- even better. I am going to Karen's wedding/Zaida's Baptism =)
Dad: Oh, you work in financial
Me: I work in "financial"...what?
Dad: [silence]
Dad: Programming!
Me: Nooooo! I told you I don't like programming; I don't enjoy it.
Dad: Then what, girl!?
...More guessing, then finally...
Me: I'm a Business Analyst
Dad: Ohhh, Financial Analyst!
Me: Noooooo! BUSINESS Analyst
Dad: [pauses] what the hell is that?! You analyze businesses??
Me: [Don't remember if I was cracking up or getting annoyed]
Me: I think I will explain some other day when I'm more calm
...a few minutes pass....
Me: So what do I do again?
Dad: [all confident] You're a Marketing Analyst!
Me: [I laughed so hard I literally was smacking the dashboard]
Dad: [cracking the f- up]
Me: BUSINESS ANALYST!!!
Yep, you gotta love my dad. I think he smoked or got high on contact or something in the Philippines b/c this conversation was unreal. I was cracking up just typing it.
Today feels good. I ate my dad's cooking (spare ribs w/ veggies) for the first time in two months and boy did I miss it. I'm sitting in front of my PC not worrying about the garbage, dishes, mess (its their mess this time). I could just chill and watch tv. And I don't have to work tomorrow either -- even better. I am going to Karen's wedding/Zaida's Baptism =)
12.15.2004
Officially Speaking
It's offical, my parents are back!! .... and they are now both sleeping ... hehe. I walk in all excited like a little kid walking into a candy store for the first time, but I find my mom asleep on the couch and my dad asleep on the bed. I get a kiss and a hug from mom, and smile and a kiss from my dad then he flops back asleep. They brought lots of sweets/snacks from the Philippines and clothes and gifts from Thailand. Shirt, perfume, underwear, candy, etc. for me =) The house is going to go back to being a little crazy w/ so much stuff around. Plus she went Christmas shopping in the Philippines/Thailand, so now the living room is covered w/ gifts for the family. So far, I have 14 gifts wrapped, and still counting. Yes, I'm also officially BROKE. =) Now that they're back, I have to sleep in my smaller room, in my smaller bed - booo xP
It's official, Jordan sucks balls at surprises, and he knows it too!! He tells me that he's gotten me 3 gifts for Christmas. Then he looks at my Puma bag and says "Nice bag". I look at him all confused b/c he's seen it before and said he liked it before. So once I figure out his non-welcomed hint, I playfully scream and hit him on the arm b/c he just gave away the fact that he got me Puma sneakers to match my bag.. GRrrRrr.. (I say this w/ a smile). He officially sucks w/ surprises. When he got me a tennis bracelet, he gave another un-welcomed hint and said the gift goes nicely w/ my watch. Duh, I would figure it out. Then he made my Christmas surprise worse by actually confirming it a few hours later w/ a phone call that went something like "Somebody's getting Pumas". Sheeesh. I told him we gotta work on his "surprise me" skills. I'm happy he's getting me sneakers b/c I wanted a pair of kicks and I couldn't decide from all the choices out there. So at least he decided that for me. If I had to guess on his 3 gifts for me, I'd say: the Sex and the City collection of 5 or 6 seasons, Pumas, and this Estee Lauder cream I wanted. Santa's been gooooood to me.. hahaha -- that's b/c I've been nice (...or naughty? hehe, j/k!)
It's offical, I'm an emotional & nostalgic nut. I need a time machine to go back in time >> 1980's. My mom brought back pictures of me when I was 1 years old up until 8 years old. I wanted to cry b/c (1) I don't remember a few of those moments in the pictures and (2) I want to go back to that age where I didn't know better than to play w/ my toys, get my clothes picked out for me, and just enjoy life the way I thought it was -- fun and simple. I could look at those pictures over and over again for hours. Hopefully, someone else will appreciate looking at them other than me and my parents. I had a bangin' childhood and I always would want to return to that age (5 yrs. old) forever if I had a choice. I saw all the toys/dolls/clothes/hairstyles I used to have. There were several pictures where I straight up looked like a boy b/c for some reason my parents chopped my hair exactly like a boys. They didn't understand why they did that either. I remember crying for days. You can't take away long hair from a young girl -- you don't see princesses w/ a "ceasar" or "fade" hehe. Ok, I'm babbling about the past that I can't go back to. Shut up, Jam.
Stayed tuned for an update to this entry b/c I'm crossing my fingers for another offical news coming my way before the week ends.
It's official, Jordan sucks balls at surprises, and he knows it too!! He tells me that he's gotten me 3 gifts for Christmas. Then he looks at my Puma bag and says "Nice bag". I look at him all confused b/c he's seen it before and said he liked it before. So once I figure out his non-welcomed hint, I playfully scream and hit him on the arm b/c he just gave away the fact that he got me Puma sneakers to match my bag.. GRrrRrr.. (I say this w/ a smile). He officially sucks w/ surprises. When he got me a tennis bracelet, he gave another un-welcomed hint and said the gift goes nicely w/ my watch. Duh, I would figure it out. Then he made my Christmas surprise worse by actually confirming it a few hours later w/ a phone call that went something like "Somebody's getting Pumas". Sheeesh. I told him we gotta work on his "surprise me" skills. I'm happy he's getting me sneakers b/c I wanted a pair of kicks and I couldn't decide from all the choices out there. So at least he decided that for me. If I had to guess on his 3 gifts for me, I'd say: the Sex and the City collection of 5 or 6 seasons, Pumas, and this Estee Lauder cream I wanted. Santa's been gooooood to me.. hahaha -- that's b/c I've been nice (...or naughty? hehe, j/k!)
It's offical, I'm an emotional & nostalgic nut. I need a time machine to go back in time >> 1980's. My mom brought back pictures of me when I was 1 years old up until 8 years old. I wanted to cry b/c (1) I don't remember a few of those moments in the pictures and (2) I want to go back to that age where I didn't know better than to play w/ my toys, get my clothes picked out for me, and just enjoy life the way I thought it was -- fun and simple. I could look at those pictures over and over again for hours. Hopefully, someone else will appreciate looking at them other than me and my parents. I had a bangin' childhood and I always would want to return to that age (5 yrs. old) forever if I had a choice. I saw all the toys/dolls/clothes/hairstyles I used to have. There were several pictures where I straight up looked like a boy b/c for some reason my parents chopped my hair exactly like a boys. They didn't understand why they did that either. I remember crying for days. You can't take away long hair from a young girl -- you don't see princesses w/ a "ceasar" or "fade" hehe. Ok, I'm babbling about the past that I can't go back to. Shut up, Jam.
Stayed tuned for an update to this entry b/c I'm crossing my fingers for another offical news coming my way before the week ends.
12.12.2004
Restlessness
This entire weekend I've been feeling what I call restless. I either keep thinking, or I want to do something, or I want something to happen. This time I cannot blame it on the full moon b/c I doubt there is one. I was at Mass today and my favorite priest was holding the Mass, yet I couldn't even pay full attention. I got mad at myself for that. But honestly, in Church I kept thinking about how I miss my Grandma. I really want her to be here. I was alone all weekend and times like that I would love to drive up to Greenwich, Connecticut to spend the weekend there. I wish she could still be alive. I know she's in a better place, but I'm just being selfish. I miss her cooking, her voice, her smiles, her cooking, her smell, her hands, her cooking, her hugs, her laugh, her gifts, her face, her presence. So before I starting getting emotional (oops.. too late), I will change the subject. Then I was also thinking about my vacation. I think Jordan won't be traveling w/ me b/c he will take care of his dad. I on the other hand will travel and will either bring my parents or bring Agatha (college roomie) w/ me. It would be a good idea to go w/ my parents considering they only have two months left before they move to Philippines for good, and you never know what may happen in life. So spending a vacation in Europe w/ them sounds good. That was Jordan's idea =). Now I just have to speak to the parents this Wednesday (they're coming back!) and then put in my vacation time at work, then finally book the flight. Let's hope it goes that smoothly.
I've been noticing that I'm doing last minute Christmas shopping, and its for Jordan. Surprisingly, he's hard to shop for. He wanted sneakers, but I've been hearing from friends and family not to get your significant other shoes b/c its superstitution he/she will walk out of your life. I've heard that before, but I don't believe that b/c Jordan bought me shoes awhile ago and I'm still here. =) So I jokingly asked him if he was going to walk out of my life if I bought him sneakers. He said no b/c I'm his stinky. =) But change of plans anyway, no sneakers. I'm going to take a look at NBA.com ;) I still have to shop for my parents, but I was waiting til they got back so I could actually ask them what they wanted, since they already have everything.
Saturday, I did an unplanned, spontaneous thing (it's that whole restlessness I was talking about . hehe) and went to visit Agatha in New Jersey. She lives in Palisades, NJ -- if I remember correctly. I actually like the drive down there b/c I pass the East side, get a view of Yankee Stadium, and go through the GWB. I just blasted music and it was pretty relaxing -- just me, the music, and my thoughts. I ended up falling more in love w/ New York City while driving through the QueensBoro Bridge and FDR. We went to Garden City Mall (I think that's the name) in Paramus (I think that's the town -- can you tell I'm not a Jersey girl). I passed by Fort Lee. It's funny how for some time I thought Fort Lee was in Brooklyn b/c it reminded me of Fort Hamilton (Naval base I go to) which is in BK. Turns out Fort Lee is in N.J. -- good job, Jam. So anyway, Aggie and I had our traditional Cheesecake Factory meals, rolled out of the restaurant, and bonded the best way we knew how -- Shopping! hehe. Well, she more damage than me. I was extremely good.
So far, my days have been busy, and my nights have been quiet. I'm not sure if that is something I like, but I am taking advantage of the quiet nights and doing some of the things that need to get done. I'm sorta getting ready for my parents arrival this Wednesday. I heard my mom got my Christmas gift in Thailand, when she went there w/ my brother. Wonder what it is...
I am one more pound away from my goal weight. I'm wearing this silk green dress for Karen's wedding/Brother's bday dinner, and I wanted to make sure I look better it in than when I wore it on my graduation. I was thinking about buying a new dress, but there is nothing out in the stores that I'm crazy about. And since I only wore this green dress once, I'll wear it again, but this time, changing the accessories and shoes. With the price I paid for it, I better wear it more than once!
Current song I'm obsessing over: Ashanti's "Only U"
I've been noticing that I'm doing last minute Christmas shopping, and its for Jordan. Surprisingly, he's hard to shop for. He wanted sneakers, but I've been hearing from friends and family not to get your significant other shoes b/c its superstitution he/she will walk out of your life. I've heard that before, but I don't believe that b/c Jordan bought me shoes awhile ago and I'm still here. =) So I jokingly asked him if he was going to walk out of my life if I bought him sneakers. He said no b/c I'm his stinky. =) But change of plans anyway, no sneakers. I'm going to take a look at NBA.com ;) I still have to shop for my parents, but I was waiting til they got back so I could actually ask them what they wanted, since they already have everything.
Saturday, I did an unplanned, spontaneous thing (it's that whole restlessness I was talking about . hehe) and went to visit Agatha in New Jersey. She lives in Palisades, NJ -- if I remember correctly. I actually like the drive down there b/c I pass the East side, get a view of Yankee Stadium, and go through the GWB. I just blasted music and it was pretty relaxing -- just me, the music, and my thoughts. I ended up falling more in love w/ New York City while driving through the QueensBoro Bridge and FDR. We went to Garden City Mall (I think that's the name) in Paramus (I think that's the town -- can you tell I'm not a Jersey girl). I passed by Fort Lee. It's funny how for some time I thought Fort Lee was in Brooklyn b/c it reminded me of Fort Hamilton (Naval base I go to) which is in BK. Turns out Fort Lee is in N.J. -- good job, Jam. So anyway, Aggie and I had our traditional Cheesecake Factory meals, rolled out of the restaurant, and bonded the best way we knew how -- Shopping! hehe. Well, she more damage than me. I was extremely good.
So far, my days have been busy, and my nights have been quiet. I'm not sure if that is something I like, but I am taking advantage of the quiet nights and doing some of the things that need to get done. I'm sorta getting ready for my parents arrival this Wednesday. I heard my mom got my Christmas gift in Thailand, when she went there w/ my brother. Wonder what it is...
I am one more pound away from my goal weight. I'm wearing this silk green dress for Karen's wedding/Brother's bday dinner, and I wanted to make sure I look better it in than when I wore it on my graduation. I was thinking about buying a new dress, but there is nothing out in the stores that I'm crazy about. And since I only wore this green dress once, I'll wear it again, but this time, changing the accessories and shoes. With the price I paid for it, I better wear it more than once!
Current song I'm obsessing over: Ashanti's "Only U"
12.09.2004
Wish List Addition
I think I want it b/c its nice looking and its a form of entertainment for the guests (men.. and the few women) who come over =P
I don't know if I'll buy it, but I'm thinking about it more than I want to admit. Hey, maybe even I can play PS2 as a form of relaxation. I just like car games like "Burn out" ("Burn Out 3" is out so I hear).. that's another $50. I used to be a video game whore, but that was way back when Super NES came out and I had beaten Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (Return of Shredder?) more than twice. Maybe I'll whore my way back into getting addicted =P
I don't know if I'll buy it, but I'm thinking about it more than I want to admit. Hey, maybe even I can play PS2 as a form of relaxation. I just like car games like "Burn out" ("Burn Out 3" is out so I hear).. that's another $50. I used to be a video game whore, but that was way back when Super NES came out and I had beaten Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (Return of Shredder?) more than twice. Maybe I'll whore my way back into getting addicted =P
12.07.2004
Fairy Tale Moment
So I'm at work and already having a tiresome, crazy day. My feet hurt and my eyes burn by 6PM. I find out my stinky can't pick me up cuz he's feeling sick (can't blame him, between waking up early to haul my ass to work and back, and then visiting his dad in the hospital in-between, it takes a toll on a man. The weather isn't helping either). Anyway, so I find out I have to haul my own ass to the train in these PAINFUL shoes at the end of my tired day. I'm not too happy about it, but that's life. So I'm getting out on my stop and going up the stairs. By this time, my feet are beyond painful that I have to glance down once in awhile to see if they're there and not bleeding and cut off somewhere else. I'm 20x more hungry too, so I'm basically ready about to kill someone. Oh, and my paranoia for that rapist in the nearby towns was getting to me. By the time I took a few steps, past a few stores, I hear a car horn and notice a car w/ my bf's rims. I'm still stupid at this point, so I'm looking at the rims/car, thinking "Hey, those look like Jordan's rims".. duuuuuuhhhh.. It is Jordan. He pulls up to the curb and tells me to hop in. So that was a surprise already. I'm thinking he wants to go out to eat, but drives less than 100 ft to my building's front door and drops me off there. I'm confused as to why he came out of his house, all sick, to drive me up the block, literally. I mean that was sweet, but I still didn't get it. He tells me to close my eyes cuz he has a surprise for me. A few seconds later I'm smelling something so good and familiar -- LILIES!! He surprised me w/ a bouquet of lilies and said he felt bad he couldn't pick me up, and wanted to make sure I made it home safely. *sigh* I can't lie, I really was NOT in the mood to smile, but even the doorman couldn't deny seeing the corners of my mouth touching my ears. =) I rarely receive flowers, much less my favorite. That is the type of shit that happens in fairy tale movies -- at least that's how I see it when a couple of x amount of time being together become "comfortable". I was smiling in the elevator all the way up to my apt. Stuff like this makes me think -- if I had a man who would buy me flowers everyday, it wouldn't come close to feeling as special as receiving flowers from someone who put that extra effort out there on the days that matter. What got to me the most is that the family is going through tough times, but he still did what he did. Un-freakin-believable.
12.03.2004
Doses of Reality
Reality #1: Health = Wealth. I've known this for quite some time, but it becomes more meaningful when someone you know and love becomes affected w/ a health problem. Its OK, I have all the faith in the world that he's strong enough mentally and physically to pull through and be just fine.
Reality #2: The World Can Be Cruel. Just a warning for the women, the news put out an alert of a rapist in Queens. He's hit Long Island City and Forest Hills -- two towns VERY close to me. =/ He wears a scarf over his mouth, so there's no real accurate description. Just don't walk alone.
Reality #3: Moving On. I spoke to my Mom the other day and they're doing so well w/ their retirement plans. Both houses are getting furnished and its amazing how they are living THE LIFE out there. They're rich because the U.S. dollar is so strong in the Philippines. $1 = 50-something pesos the last time I was there. It's weird. They're retirement life is becoming more of a reality to me. I'm sad that they have to be so far, but I couldn't be happier that MY parents are "ballers" out there living a life only celebrities have here. Life out there is definitely better for them in terms of retirement.
Reality #4: The Ghost of Christmas Past. Christmas is coming up. Actually, the season is already here -- just look at the street/store/house decorations. Its sad how Christmas changed for me over the years. My fondest memories of Christmas was when I was so young. I was living in a house that seemed big to my little-ness back then. My mom went crazy w/ the season and everything was decorated. The memory that stands out the most and that I recall every year is as follows: I remember taking on of my naps in the evening (when I actually had the luxury of taking them just because) and waking up to no lights except the tree lights, which was in front of me, and the window lights, which weren't too far either. At that moment my eyes weren't fully open from my nap, so the tree lights looked so beautiful b/c they seemed to be dancing and twinkling at me. Then in the background there were Christmas ballads from the classic singers only our parents would appreciate. I would even sing out loud to them. My mom would be somewhere upstairs wrapping gifts. I would actually have more gifts back then b/c the younger kids always got the most gifts. Then somewhere later on, I would walk around the corner to Karen's house and we would run around the entire house singing the "Twelve Days of Christmas" until we were out of breath (singing straight from the 12th day to the 1st was definitely a challenge). So there, that is my favorite memory of Christmas, and that is a memory that will never become a reality to me again. The best I can do is give my future kids the memory, or something close to it. As you get older, that's just how life works. You never get back childhood memories b/c that's exactly where they are stuck -- in your childhood, which I no longer am in. I'm now in an apartment, which means limited room. Christmas is now spent at my brother's house, not the house in Gleane St I've lived in for 13 years. Don't get me wrong, celebrating at my brother's upstate is something I look forward to and is still one of the best family celebrations of my life, but getting older takes away an aspect of innocence children have during Christmas. The reality of it all is that changes happen, we want some parts of history to repeat, but the history just stays in our memories. Call it torture, or call it nostalgia. Whatever you call it, I want it back.
Reality #5: Kid at Heart. ATTENTION: If you will be going to Burger King anytime soon and order a value meal. PLEASE, pretty Please, get me the Spongebob watches. I'll repay you the $2 when you give it to me =P hehe. I already have Squidward. I want ALL of them! I will actually wear mine today, out in public.
Reality #2: The World Can Be Cruel. Just a warning for the women, the news put out an alert of a rapist in Queens. He's hit Long Island City and Forest Hills -- two towns VERY close to me. =/ He wears a scarf over his mouth, so there's no real accurate description. Just don't walk alone.
Reality #3: Moving On. I spoke to my Mom the other day and they're doing so well w/ their retirement plans. Both houses are getting furnished and its amazing how they are living THE LIFE out there. They're rich because the U.S. dollar is so strong in the Philippines. $1 = 50-something pesos the last time I was there. It's weird. They're retirement life is becoming more of a reality to me. I'm sad that they have to be so far, but I couldn't be happier that MY parents are "ballers" out there living a life only celebrities have here. Life out there is definitely better for them in terms of retirement.
Reality #4: The Ghost of Christmas Past. Christmas is coming up. Actually, the season is already here -- just look at the street/store/house decorations. Its sad how Christmas changed for me over the years. My fondest memories of Christmas was when I was so young. I was living in a house that seemed big to my little-ness back then. My mom went crazy w/ the season and everything was decorated. The memory that stands out the most and that I recall every year is as follows: I remember taking on of my naps in the evening (when I actually had the luxury of taking them just because) and waking up to no lights except the tree lights, which was in front of me, and the window lights, which weren't too far either. At that moment my eyes weren't fully open from my nap, so the tree lights looked so beautiful b/c they seemed to be dancing and twinkling at me. Then in the background there were Christmas ballads from the classic singers only our parents would appreciate. I would even sing out loud to them. My mom would be somewhere upstairs wrapping gifts. I would actually have more gifts back then b/c the younger kids always got the most gifts. Then somewhere later on, I would walk around the corner to Karen's house and we would run around the entire house singing the "Twelve Days of Christmas" until we were out of breath (singing straight from the 12th day to the 1st was definitely a challenge). So there, that is my favorite memory of Christmas, and that is a memory that will never become a reality to me again. The best I can do is give my future kids the memory, or something close to it. As you get older, that's just how life works. You never get back childhood memories b/c that's exactly where they are stuck -- in your childhood, which I no longer am in. I'm now in an apartment, which means limited room. Christmas is now spent at my brother's house, not the house in Gleane St I've lived in for 13 years. Don't get me wrong, celebrating at my brother's upstate is something I look forward to and is still one of the best family celebrations of my life, but getting older takes away an aspect of innocence children have during Christmas. The reality of it all is that changes happen, we want some parts of history to repeat, but the history just stays in our memories. Call it torture, or call it nostalgia. Whatever you call it, I want it back.
Reality #5: Kid at Heart. ATTENTION: If you will be going to Burger King anytime soon and order a value meal. PLEASE, pretty Please, get me the Spongebob watches. I'll repay you the $2 when you give it to me =P hehe. I already have Squidward. I want ALL of them! I will actually wear mine today, out in public.
12.01.2004
[no title]
I wasn't going to blog today -- not feeling in the mood, but visiting my cousin's Xanga page put me back in the mood. Only because he has a radio blog and I could play whatever song on that list while I read his blogs. He's cool, man. I'm feeling Ciara right now. She can definitely break out in all these dance moves. I was having fun dancing in the lounge on Pris/Chi's bday. I forgot how much I enjoy dancing. In another life, I would like to think I'd become a dancer and move like Ms. Jackson.
For the first time today, I think the job gave me heartburn. I've been stressed. My manager has been away to training and I'm basically "holding her down". Yet, I miss a meeting w/ the big boss!! WTF is wrong w/ me?! Then I have to do revisions, corrections, and such to a couple of things. My group is crazy busy as it is w/ other projects, so that adds to the inconvenience. It's hard when you aim to please. *sigh*
Lately, I've been craving everything under the sun to eat -- fries, pasta, chinese, sandwiches, and the list goes on. Gotta be good, Gotta be good... Oh man, I haven't been on AngelBox inawhile. =/ Sorry, Kim. I will have to do some catching up when I get the chance. I saw the Source Awards last night -- Ghetto! Well, more like Ghetto Fabulous. What a waste of time. At least Sex and the City occupied an hour of my night. I had a fortune cookie the other day and this was my fortune: "Your family is one of nature's masterpieces" ... DAMN SKIPPY!! Family = Everything. Family can also be close friends and other families. Without my family, I wouldn't be happy. That one is going in my wallet along w/ the one I already have: "Nothing in the world is accomplished without passion"
The other day I glanced at the pic of my parents on my desk and my eyes happen to fall on my dad's hands. I got all emotional. I think its because his hands are so familiar to me -- from wiping my lil' tushy as a baby, to fixing things around the house (the Filipino Bob Villa), to driving me to work, to cooking my meals, to serving me my meals xP
I've come to my very own conclusion -- the only reason people (i.e. me) w/ a lot of clothes say "I don't know what to wear" or "I have nothing to wear" is b/c they (I) have so much to choose from. Not only do I take an hour deciding what to wear for the week, but it takes me another 30 mins to decide which coat/jacket I'd like to wear w/ that outfit. See what happens when I like collecting (splurging on) coats/jackets. I'm freakin' crazy. No... I'm a female. =) [Better excuse]
I'll leave you w/ some of my favorite PG-13 (Can't post the R-to-nearly-X rated ones) quotes from one of my favorite shows:
"Are we simply romantically challenged, or are we sluts?"
"Somebody stop him, he took my strappy sandals!"
"Did you know I read that if you don't have sex for a year, you can actually become re-virginized"
"Nurse: Do you swallow?
Samantha: Only when surprised."
"Men cheat for the same reason dogs lick their balls: because they can."
"Perineum. Latin for "not without an engagement ring."
"I wanted a man who'd commit, not a man who was committed. Apparently we have to be more specific."
"I lost my Choo!"
"Maria: You call this a relationship?
Samantha: Well, it's tedious and the sex is dwindling, so from what I've heard, YES!"
"I'm looking for love. Real love. Ridiculous, inconvenient, consuming, can't-live-without-each-other love."
"Later that day I got to thinking about relationships. There are those that open you up to something new and exotic, those that are old and familiar, those that bring up lots of questions, those that bring you somewhere unexpected, those that bring you far from where you started, and those that bring you back. But the most exciting, challenging and significant relationship of all is the one you have with yourself. And if you can find someone to love the you you love, well, that's just fabulous"
For the first time today, I think the job gave me heartburn. I've been stressed. My manager has been away to training and I'm basically "holding her down". Yet, I miss a meeting w/ the big boss!! WTF is wrong w/ me?! Then I have to do revisions, corrections, and such to a couple of things. My group is crazy busy as it is w/ other projects, so that adds to the inconvenience. It's hard when you aim to please. *sigh*
Lately, I've been craving everything under the sun to eat -- fries, pasta, chinese, sandwiches, and the list goes on. Gotta be good, Gotta be good... Oh man, I haven't been on AngelBox inawhile. =/ Sorry, Kim. I will have to do some catching up when I get the chance. I saw the Source Awards last night -- Ghetto! Well, more like Ghetto Fabulous. What a waste of time. At least Sex and the City occupied an hour of my night. I had a fortune cookie the other day and this was my fortune: "Your family is one of nature's masterpieces" ... DAMN SKIPPY!! Family = Everything. Family can also be close friends and other families. Without my family, I wouldn't be happy. That one is going in my wallet along w/ the one I already have: "Nothing in the world is accomplished without passion"
The other day I glanced at the pic of my parents on my desk and my eyes happen to fall on my dad's hands. I got all emotional. I think its because his hands are so familiar to me -- from wiping my lil' tushy as a baby, to fixing things around the house (the Filipino Bob Villa), to driving me to work, to cooking my meals, to serving me my meals xP
I've come to my very own conclusion -- the only reason people (i.e. me) w/ a lot of clothes say "I don't know what to wear" or "I have nothing to wear" is b/c they (I) have so much to choose from. Not only do I take an hour deciding what to wear for the week, but it takes me another 30 mins to decide which coat/jacket I'd like to wear w/ that outfit. See what happens when I like collecting (splurging on) coats/jackets. I'm freakin' crazy. No... I'm a female. =) [Better excuse]
I'll leave you w/ some of my favorite PG-13 (Can't post the R-to-nearly-X rated ones) quotes from one of my favorite shows:
"Are we simply romantically challenged, or are we sluts?"
"Somebody stop him, he took my strappy sandals!"
"Did you know I read that if you don't have sex for a year, you can actually become re-virginized"
"Nurse: Do you swallow?
Samantha: Only when surprised."
"Men cheat for the same reason dogs lick their balls: because they can."
"Perineum. Latin for "not without an engagement ring."
"I wanted a man who'd commit, not a man who was committed. Apparently we have to be more specific."
"I lost my Choo!"
"Maria: You call this a relationship?
Samantha: Well, it's tedious and the sex is dwindling, so from what I've heard, YES!"
"I'm looking for love. Real love. Ridiculous, inconvenient, consuming, can't-live-without-each-other love."
"Later that day I got to thinking about relationships. There are those that open you up to something new and exotic, those that are old and familiar, those that bring up lots of questions, those that bring you somewhere unexpected, those that bring you far from where you started, and those that bring you back. But the most exciting, challenging and significant relationship of all is the one you have with yourself. And if you can find someone to love the you you love, well, that's just fabulous"
11.27.2004
Expensive Therapy
I've been in the weirdest moods these days. Last night I looked up and I saw a full moon -- could that be it? Two days in a row I've given myself the therapy I needed -- $$$HOPPING. This is the time of the season to wait b/c what if I buy something that could possibly be a Christmas gift. Oh well. I did "minor" damage in one store that they gave me a free umbrella. Then I went to the boutiques in Forest Hills, and if you had left me there for another hour, I swear I would've dropped a total of a Grand (I came close though). You know how ppl become alcoholics when they don't feel emotionally well? Well, I become a shopaholic and it gets ugly. *sigh* The one thing giving me serenity is the fact that I've been keeping up w/ my work-outs (almost happy w/ the abs) and that I have been controlling the portions that I eat... for now. I had a cherry pie for the first time in my life today -- interesting. I'm still a cake girl xP
Tonight we're celebrating Priscilla's bday. Gonna get my drink on. Well, not really. 1-2 drinks is enough for me to forget about the full moon.
I'm blaming 70% of my problems on the full moon =P
Tonight we're celebrating Priscilla's bday. Gonna get my drink on. Well, not really. 1-2 drinks is enough for me to forget about the full moon.
I'm blaming 70% of my problems on the full moon =P
11.25.2004
Happy Turkey Day
Happy Turkey Day, everyone!
There's a lot to be thankful for... I'm thankful for being alive, healthy, loved, and sheltered. I am thankful for my parents, who are far away, yet are safe and enjoying their first few months of retirement together . I am thankful that family, friends, and my significant other fulfill a part of my life that help shaped how I talk, function, act, live. I am thankful I have my grandma and my nephew who whisper my prayers into God's busy ears in Heaven -- I'm thankful I have them to talk to 24/7. I'm thankful for hearing my alarm in the morning, rush hour, and stress b/c it just means I have work. I'm thankful for all the junk my mom leaves behind b/c I know it makes her happy and at least I have a mom who collects everything under the sun. I'm thankful for my annoying ability to be the spotless "Monica Geller" (from Friends) b/c that means I've learned well from my Dad. I'm thankful for complaining about the 2 lbs. I want to lose b/c that just means I eat well everyday. I'm thankful that my knee hurts b/c that means I was able to do all the jogging and activities that wear my body down. I'm thankful for any regrets I have b/c that means I'm able to have the confidence to move on and learn from it. I'm thankful for all my blessings...
There's a lot to be thankful for... I'm thankful for being alive, healthy, loved, and sheltered. I am thankful for my parents, who are far away, yet are safe and enjoying their first few months of retirement together . I am thankful that family, friends, and my significant other fulfill a part of my life that help shaped how I talk, function, act, live. I am thankful I have my grandma and my nephew who whisper my prayers into God's busy ears in Heaven -- I'm thankful I have them to talk to 24/7. I'm thankful for hearing my alarm in the morning, rush hour, and stress b/c it just means I have work. I'm thankful for all the junk my mom leaves behind b/c I know it makes her happy and at least I have a mom who collects everything under the sun. I'm thankful for my annoying ability to be the spotless "Monica Geller" (from Friends) b/c that means I've learned well from my Dad. I'm thankful for complaining about the 2 lbs. I want to lose b/c that just means I eat well everyday. I'm thankful that my knee hurts b/c that means I was able to do all the jogging and activities that wear my body down. I'm thankful for any regrets I have b/c that means I'm able to have the confidence to move on and learn from it. I'm thankful for all my blessings...
11.23.2004
Pimpin'
**Edit**
I'm taking three of the most finest, adorable, and cutest males, ever -- my three nephews Christopher, Jordan, and Ace. wooohooo!
**Edit**
On Friday, I have a date with not just one man, but two men. Jordan, get jealous b/c you're not one of them =P
Me and two of the most finest, adorable, and cutest males ever -- my two nephews Christopher and Ace -- are going to watch SpongeBob! So not only am I taking two guys out (my treat, fellas..hehe), but I'm taking them to watch my favorite cartoon character. I'm too excited right now. Then I will take them out to eat since they both can probably eat more than me (they're family, you can't expect any less). A date w/ my nephews, Spongebob, and dinner... Now that's big pimpin' =P
I'm taking three of the most finest, adorable, and cutest males, ever -- my three nephews Christopher, Jordan, and Ace. wooohooo!
**Edit**
On Friday, I have a date with not just one man, but two men. Jordan, get jealous b/c you're not one of them =P
Me and two of the most finest, adorable, and cutest males ever -- my two nephews Christopher and Ace -- are going to watch SpongeBob! So not only am I taking two guys out (my treat, fellas..hehe), but I'm taking them to watch my favorite cartoon character. I'm too excited right now. Then I will take them out to eat since they both can probably eat more than me (they're family, you can't expect any less). A date w/ my nephews, Spongebob, and dinner... Now that's big pimpin' =P
11.21.2004
Football??
I never thought I would say this, but I like watching football. Basketball was easy to get into b/c my family watched it, and with baseball, I had to learn to like. With football, all I had to do was learn the talk, terms, plays, and positions, then I was good to go. This is my second week of watching it on my own. And today was also Eli Manning's starting debut as the NY Giants' Quarterback. I'm still a rookie at the sport, but I think he did a pretty good job for his debut even though they lost by 4. They actually could've won, but the Falcons were good with their sacks. If I was Eli, I would have tremendous pressure (which he might've had) b/c not only is it my starting debut, but I would have some big shoes to fill considering brother and dad are/were great players. I was happy for him when he threw the 6-yard touchdown pass to Shockey. I think football is more exciting -- there is constant action. I tend to be more patient with baseball -- innings can be very long and pitchers can take their sweet time. I also noticed I won't watch a sport unless a NY team is playing. I don't think you would catch me watching a football or baseball game on my own if two out-of-state teams were playing. I have to take baby steps getting into all this sports. =P I would hate to be a football player b/c I see how those guys get tackled, and how their bodies crash into each other and fly all over the place. Yikes.
Tonight, I also learned "Run the clock out" (??) means that if a team has no more time outs left, they have to run the clock out; finish up the time remaining. I saw the players kneeling and I thought "aww, how nice, they are all saying a prayer like one big family after the game". Yeah, I was wrong.
Tonight, I also learned "Run the clock out" (??) means that if a team has no more time outs left, they have to run the clock out; finish up the time remaining. I saw the players kneeling and I thought "aww, how nice, they are all saying a prayer like one big family after the game". Yeah, I was wrong.
11.20.2004
Quiet Saturday
It's the year death anniversary of my nephew today. But he's in heaven, so I'm not sad.
It's Noon on this cloudy Saturday. I'm home w/ my Aunt, but she's keeping busy. So basically, it feels like I'm alone. Not seeing Jordan today b/c he works. I already did errands. So what to do next? Maybe someone else out there who is just as bored might give my cell a call and kill a few minutes of the day...
Actually, I need to go to the grocery store and get a manicure today or tomorrow. Haven't decided on that one yet. I have to pick out my primary care physician, dentist, ob-gyn, and orthopedic... Geez, I seem like a sickly child, but since I have my own health insurance, I need to follow up on this stuff now, and not later.
Look what I found! Guess which one is my dad? The picture isn't too clear though. Hint: He's the most handsome one there (seriously) and I look just like him =)
Senior Chief Frondoso is the second one on the right. My mommy married a good-lookin' man, and my daddy married a beautiful woman.
What do you think? Do we look alike?
It's Noon on this cloudy Saturday. I'm home w/ my Aunt, but she's keeping busy. So basically, it feels like I'm alone. Not seeing Jordan today b/c he works. I already did errands. So what to do next? Maybe someone else out there who is just as bored might give my cell a call and kill a few minutes of the day...
Actually, I need to go to the grocery store and get a manicure today or tomorrow. Haven't decided on that one yet. I have to pick out my primary care physician, dentist, ob-gyn, and orthopedic... Geez, I seem like a sickly child, but since I have my own health insurance, I need to follow up on this stuff now, and not later.
Look what I found! Guess which one is my dad? The picture isn't too clear though. Hint: He's the most handsome one there (seriously) and I look just like him =)
Senior Chief Frondoso is the second one on the right. My mommy married a good-lookin' man, and my daddy married a beautiful woman.
What do you think? Do we look alike?
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11.19.2004
@#$%!*&
I can't believe I just got violated in the train!! I hope that son of a bitch somehow lands in jail and gets raped for being such a pervert! I'm not gonna even reveal my peverted encounter, but I swear, the ONLY thing stopping me from kicking him in the head was the thought of my parents. Sure I could physically take out my anger and revenge on him, but who knows what he is capable of doing -- I could be the one really getting hurt. This is how you know you truly deeply love someone -- when they pop into your head before you do anything irrational. This is what it must feel like to be a parent, except it's vice versa for me and I thought of my parents first. I don't want to bring them any worries or put myself in a situation where they might have a damn near heart attack. I've never been in a fight, nor do I intend to get into one. I'm a damn grown woman, but I feel like I have the right to hurt someone if they've violated me. A big part of me didn't want to tell Jordan b/c stuff like this upsets him like you can't even believe. But I was just too hurt to be quiet. I nearly cried knowing I couldn't hurt the pervert. So I told Jordan, now he never wants me on public transportation. That is very unrealistic b/c this is New York and life goes on. But I do understand his frustration -- trust me, I feel it, too. See the way I react to something not-so-big?? So imagine how I really feel about my worst fear... (for those who do know it).
NO man should ever disrespect a woman in any way, shape, or form. Your mother, the woman who gave you life, is a woman! That lil' fucker! (excuse my french)
In the meantime, not to end on such negativity (ha), for some reason, tonight this song seems to "hit the spot"; it's on repeat. Where were you in 2001 when it came out?
NO man should ever disrespect a woman in any way, shape, or form. Your mother, the woman who gave you life, is a woman! That lil' fucker! (excuse my french)
In the meantime, not to end on such negativity (ha), for some reason, tonight this song seems to "hit the spot"; it's on repeat. Where were you in 2001 when it came out?
11.18.2004
Bummin' around
I was supposed to clean the house today, but instead I sat on the couch in front of the tv for 2 hours with my over-sized sweater that says "NAVY"(in honor of my Daddy =P), gray sweats, pink socks that say "Cranky Princess", hair tied back, and a half gallon of Haagen-Daz's vanilla frozen yogurt with my big spoon. Of course, I kept pretending the frozen yogurt was instead Haagen-Daz's coffee ice cream (my favorite from that ice cream brand). Mmmm.. I just thought of Baskin Robin's Mint Chocolate Chip... ok, I have to snap out of Fatty Land. That's why I decided to go w/ the bland frozen yogurt - less love handles. I decided I deserved this rest since I went home early from work today b/c I wasn't feeling well. I didn't think there would be a lot of people riding the train at 4pm, but there was a huge crowd. It was also b/c high school kids got out at that time, too. Of course you had your little 15-16 year old kids making stupid comments, but I just gave them this look like "how old are you?!". At that age, they seem to talk to anything that has legs and long hair. Rocking the cradle isn't my thing. Besides, their mentality/maturity has to fast-forward 20 years.
I'll clean this weekend b/c I predict a boring weekend since it will be stupid weather. Oh well. I'll use that time to bum around some more. You know what sorta annoys me? When a video or show w/ some girl's amazing body comes on and I'm in front of the tv eating like a pig. That right there makes me feel guilty for eating the way I do. I feel all disgusting all of a sudden. What a way to kill a woman's pig-out session -- put on a Beyonce video! OK, I'm out.. time to put the frozen yogurt back into the freezer, away from my mouth.
So here's what I watched on TV that I had something to say about:
The Apprentice was good today. I love that show. It's one of the best reality shows b/c you actually learn something, as opposed to finding out who is cheating/sleeping with who this week. I also learned that it pays to be on the debate team b/c you can bullshit your way out of situations. I could use that skill at times ;)
I also watched "Happy Birthday Jessica, Love Nick" on MTV. I love Nick and Jessica. I guess b/c it reminds me of my own relationship. But hands down, I think Jessica acts more "blonde" than I do. And neither of us sing or are millionaires. I have my doofy moments (or as Jordan likes to say "you can build computers but you can't figure this [whatever we're talking about] out?!".. I respond w/ laughing and a quick "shut up!"), but thank God I don't have too many of those.
I want to wear my gold shoes again! >=/
I'll clean this weekend b/c I predict a boring weekend since it will be stupid weather. Oh well. I'll use that time to bum around some more. You know what sorta annoys me? When a video or show w/ some girl's amazing body comes on and I'm in front of the tv eating like a pig. That right there makes me feel guilty for eating the way I do. I feel all disgusting all of a sudden. What a way to kill a woman's pig-out session -- put on a Beyonce video! OK, I'm out.. time to put the frozen yogurt back into the freezer, away from my mouth.
So here's what I watched on TV that I had something to say about:
The Apprentice was good today. I love that show. It's one of the best reality shows b/c you actually learn something, as opposed to finding out who is cheating/sleeping with who this week. I also learned that it pays to be on the debate team b/c you can bullshit your way out of situations. I could use that skill at times ;)
I also watched "Happy Birthday Jessica, Love Nick" on MTV. I love Nick and Jessica. I guess b/c it reminds me of my own relationship. But hands down, I think Jessica acts more "blonde" than I do. And neither of us sing or are millionaires. I have my doofy moments (or as Jordan likes to say "you can build computers but you can't figure this [whatever we're talking about] out?!".. I respond w/ laughing and a quick "shut up!"), but thank God I don't have too many of those.
I want to wear my gold shoes again! >=/
11.16.2004
Lilies!
Look what Jordan surprised me with when he picked me up =)
LILIES, my favorite! Only one blossomed, so that means I'll be having them around for awhile until they all blossom *aww shucks!*
LILIES, my favorite! Only one blossomed, so that means I'll be having them around for awhile until they all blossom *aww shucks!*
11.13.2004
Nov. 13, 1982
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
Friday (Nov. 12) - Happy Birthday to Ate Alena and Din! Jackie took me out to Park Side for dinner - a really good and classy Italian place (another one of our spots). I had such a great time. Thanks Jackie!
Today (as of 3PM) - Went to the mall and found myself a bday outfit. The gold sexy, 4.5-inch heels were even sexier =P . Had some Tierras Colombianas again w/ Jackie. Jackie got me my own hard cover copy of my favorite book, a DVD of one of my favorite movies, and a DVD of the best season of one of my favorite shows. See, you don't need to buy me expensive things, just the things that show you know me and pay attention to the little details. *awwww*
**Update: Next day**
I had the BEST time in Play. I haven't had this much fun on my birthday in a long time. Mimi and I combined our bday celebration since her bday is the 15th. I had a lot of fun and so did everyone else there. I'm glad =) The pictures will tell all, but as a warning, there are a lot of pics, and I actually have more that I didn't post up b/c it was just too many pictures (116 total). Click here for the pics.
I got the best buzz and I only had 3 drinks. What bugged me out is that I woke up this morning at 8AM feeling sick. Turns out, I threw up twice! I don't get it, 3 drinks don't do it for me like that. I wasn't even a stumbling, babbling drunk. I was just feeling GOOOOD =) Jordan came over and took care of me - gave me some ginger ale and some food to put in my empty tummy. So now I'm resting up at home waiting for the Giants game so that I can feel better for another bday dinner tonight - as you can tell, my bday celebration is a whole weekend! (Just how it should be.. lol)
***Few hours later***
Today (as of 3PM) - Went to the mall and found myself a bday outfit. The gold sexy, 4.5-inch heels were even sexier =P . Had some Tierras Colombianas again w/ Jackie. Jackie got me my own hard cover copy of my favorite book, a DVD of one of my favorite movies, and a DVD of the best season of one of my favorite shows. See, you don't need to buy me expensive things, just the things that show you know me and pay attention to the little details. *awwww*
**Update: Next day**
I had the BEST time in Play. I haven't had this much fun on my birthday in a long time. Mimi and I combined our bday celebration since her bday is the 15th. I had a lot of fun and so did everyone else there. I'm glad =) The pictures will tell all, but as a warning, there are a lot of pics, and I actually have more that I didn't post up b/c it was just too many pictures (116 total). Click here for the pics.
I got the best buzz and I only had 3 drinks. What bugged me out is that I woke up this morning at 8AM feeling sick. Turns out, I threw up twice! I don't get it, 3 drinks don't do it for me like that. I wasn't even a stumbling, babbling drunk. I was just feeling GOOOOD =) Jordan came over and took care of me - gave me some ginger ale and some food to put in my empty tummy. So now I'm resting up at home waiting for the Giants game so that I can feel better for another bday dinner tonight - as you can tell, my bday celebration is a whole weekend! (Just how it should be.. lol)
***Few hours later***
Nobu at Tribeca was unbelievable. The food really has a taste that your taste buds never experienced before. Go look up the menu in the Internet. Jordan and I ordered the Omakase (Chef's special) where it is a 6-7 course dinner (of small portions of course) where you don't know what he will make for you. He will make the menu up to him. But they find out if it is your first time there and if it is, they will give you the signature/popular items on the menu. I tried a lot of things for the first time (i.e. Oysters w/ caviar). The portions were small, but I was so full after. Service was great, food was great, my date was great.
I had an amazing birthday weekend, and I wish it didn't have to end . I would do it all over again. I love everyone for coming out or even calling me on my birthday.
Michelle, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! I'm so glad to share our birthdays!
11.11.2004
Cheated
I opened my birthday card from my parents a little more than a day early =P I couldn't wait. They already gave me my bday gift before they left, but I was curious to know what the card read. And this is what it says:
Jamlen,
You mean so much to us. We've always been so proud of you, not only for your personal accomplishments and gifts, but for what you add to the family. You're so giving, always willing to share with those you love, whether it's your time, your care and concern or your delightful sense of humor. You bring something special to our family just by being you, and we love you very much. Have a Happy Birthday
We always love you,
Mommy and Daddy
*sniffles* :)
Kuya, I wish you a safe flight and a great time. Show the Philippines what "Co-op" really looks like =P
Jamlen,
You mean so much to us. We've always been so proud of you, not only for your personal accomplishments and gifts, but for what you add to the family. You're so giving, always willing to share with those you love, whether it's your time, your care and concern or your delightful sense of humor. You bring something special to our family just by being you, and we love you very much. Have a Happy Birthday
We always love you,
Mommy and Daddy
*sniffles* :)
Kuya, I wish you a safe flight and a great time. Show the Philippines what "Co-op" really looks like =P
11.09.2004
Restless Inspiration
Today I had the chance to listen to one of the best speakers I've come across with. Joan Helpern from "Joan and David" women's shoes and apparel. Her story was so captivating and inspirational. I didn't take my eyes off of her. She's a 70-something woman with so much knowledge about life, so much style and class, so much energy, and so much to tell. I could go on and on about her, but if you wanted to know, then just ask me. I'm just glad I went. She did make a point that reminded me of a talk I just had with my manager. My manager cares about me and my development. I've always known this and we have our sporatic "deep and motivating" talks sometimes. Actually she does more of the talking and I do a lot of listening. Today she came up to me and we started talking about something and the conversation veered off and then she started talking about managers should dedicate the time and effort to teach and pass on knowledge. To make a long story short the points that she made and awed me were:
1. She wants to see me move up, help me obtain essential skills, and encourage and push me to be the best
2. Just as I learn from her, she learns from me (now THAT comment blew me away b/c it was sincere and I just got all emotional inside for a little bit)
3. Always help the people around you (that's what Joan was also stressing). A person is successful if he/she makes sure that the people who work for him/her succeeds.
Oh, one of Joan's last words of advice was for us women (it was a Society of Women Engineers seminar) was to marry a man who is supportive of our drive and restlessness; a man who is not scared for a woman to move ahead w/ so much drive and determination. And that's exactly what my future husband will understand b/c women like her and my manager just motivate me to go as high and as far as I can while being able to experience the world. Damnit, I'm going to at least one city in Italy for my vacation in a few months! (hopefully)
I also learned today that I don't have to eat so much to get full, and I don't have to eat until I'm crazy full. I didn't have meat for dinner, which is rare. Maybe this so-called "controlled eating habits" will work for me after all.
I'm craving SWEET hot chocolate!!!
1. She wants to see me move up, help me obtain essential skills, and encourage and push me to be the best
2. Just as I learn from her, she learns from me (now THAT comment blew me away b/c it was sincere and I just got all emotional inside for a little bit)
3. Always help the people around you (that's what Joan was also stressing). A person is successful if he/she makes sure that the people who work for him/her succeeds.
Oh, one of Joan's last words of advice was for us women (it was a Society of Women Engineers seminar) was to marry a man who is supportive of our drive and restlessness; a man who is not scared for a woman to move ahead w/ so much drive and determination. And that's exactly what my future husband will understand b/c women like her and my manager just motivate me to go as high and as far as I can while being able to experience the world. Damnit, I'm going to at least one city in Italy for my vacation in a few months! (hopefully)
I also learned today that I don't have to eat so much to get full, and I don't have to eat until I'm crazy full. I didn't have meat for dinner, which is rare. Maybe this so-called "controlled eating habits" will work for me after all.
I'm craving SWEET hot chocolate!!!
11.06.2004
Weekend recap
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Here is me trying to be Alicia Keys - see if you can spot all my mistakes =P: click here
If you remember the 80's guess what 1985 movie this theme song is from: click here
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It was a very productive weekend. And this is a very long entry. Here I go:
Friday = spoke to parents =) Always happy about that. They found a huge single floor bungalow in Baguio City, Philippines. 1 huge living room, 2.5 master bedrooms, 1 "normal" bedroom, a maids quarters, kitchen, and bath. It's located in a complex. My Mommy is excited to start decorating. Then went to Play (a lounge) to celebrate Charles' birthday. It was a couple thing, but my girls were seated in one side of the couch and the guys were on the other. It reminded me of grammar school days when girls and guys separated their ways. I must admit, I have some sexy ass girlfriends b/c all of them were so pretty dressed up. The pictures I have of them don't do them justice =P
Saturday = This was the SUPER productive day. Went to the bank, picked up and dropped off dry cleaning, cleaned bathroom, cleaned out the fridge, wiped the stove, cleaned room, vacuumed apt, got a car wash (finally), filled up my gas tank, paid November bills, started Christmas shopping, bought and wrapped Rosa's babyshower gift. Geeeez.. Then went Christmas shopping =)
I think my favorite room to clean in my apt is the bathroom. I do it so well that even the toilet bowl smells really nice =P .. Besides, it's the smallest room in the house to clean =) Then I finally did the Christmas shopping I've been meaning to start since 2 weeks ago. I got the majority of the females in my family. I would say I'm 1/2 done w/ the Christmas shopping. I haven't started on the kids yet. I was actually good. I didn't buy too much for myself xP . I want this cashmere multi color scarf! It was $50. For a scarf, that's expensive, but it felt so soft b/c it was cashmere. Every woman should indulge herself w/ at least one cashmere item. Maybe I'll buy it as my bday gift to myself. hmmm...
Then, I had some bangin' Colombian food w/ Jackie. I love eating with her. Especially the Colombian food in our usual spot (Tierras Colombianas). I think my love for Colombian food is where my hips came from ;) I always order the same thing, maybe I'll switch it up a bit next time, or order some sancocho (haven't had that in awhile).
Sunday = watched SpongeBob for an hour before church. He really makes me smile, especially when I sing along to the intro song. At Mass, I was happy Father Kush was doing the sermon again today. He said a lot of things that made sense about death. A lot of people are scared of death. But they shouldn't worry too much about it, rather, they should think how they have lived life. Life isn't about how successful you are or the things you've achieved. Life is about preparing for the after-life -- the life where it really matters b/c you'll be there for eternity. See what I mean, I don't usually blog about religious topics, but this priest makes me reflect, which is a good thing. It especially applies to me b/c I put a lot of focus on my future and where I want to be and what I want to have (like many people). I want so much and I worry if I'll be able to get the things I want. Don't get me wrong, its good to think about these things, but it's not all about that, there's more to life than getting material things. I know it's harder said that done, but it's something worth thinking about. He said a lot more things that made made me go "hmm", but I can't remember at this moment. All I remember is at the end of the Homily, he said that at judgement day the question will be "how have you loved?" instead of "what have you accomplished?".
Today is Family day. I will be missing the Giants play, but I will be celebrating two birthdays early. Sister-in-law's and mine. Had a lot of food (as always), German chocolate cake, played Gestures and Pictionary. Had some funny moments (as always) and even a sort of X-rated gesture thanks to one of my brothers =P. Received gifts I will definitely use. Click here for pictures and movie clips of the day.
Michelle, hang in there girl. Remember what I told you, you're going to have to be even stronger to continue... We're here for you. *muah*
[edit]
Here is me trying to be Alicia Keys - see if you can spot all my mistakes =P: click here
If you remember the 80's guess what 1985 movie this theme song is from: click here
***
It was a very productive weekend. And this is a very long entry. Here I go:
Friday = spoke to parents =) Always happy about that. They found a huge single floor bungalow in Baguio City, Philippines. 1 huge living room, 2.5 master bedrooms, 1 "normal" bedroom, a maids quarters, kitchen, and bath. It's located in a complex. My Mommy is excited to start decorating. Then went to Play (a lounge) to celebrate Charles' birthday. It was a couple thing, but my girls were seated in one side of the couch and the guys were on the other. It reminded me of grammar school days when girls and guys separated their ways. I must admit, I have some sexy ass girlfriends b/c all of them were so pretty dressed up. The pictures I have of them don't do them justice =P
Saturday = This was the SUPER productive day. Went to the bank, picked up and dropped off dry cleaning, cleaned bathroom, cleaned out the fridge, wiped the stove, cleaned room, vacuumed apt, got a car wash (finally), filled up my gas tank, paid November bills, started Christmas shopping, bought and wrapped Rosa's babyshower gift. Geeeez.. Then went Christmas shopping =)
I think my favorite room to clean in my apt is the bathroom. I do it so well that even the toilet bowl smells really nice =P .. Besides, it's the smallest room in the house to clean =) Then I finally did the Christmas shopping I've been meaning to start since 2 weeks ago. I got the majority of the females in my family. I would say I'm 1/2 done w/ the Christmas shopping. I haven't started on the kids yet. I was actually good. I didn't buy too much for myself xP . I want this cashmere multi color scarf! It was $50. For a scarf, that's expensive, but it felt so soft b/c it was cashmere. Every woman should indulge herself w/ at least one cashmere item. Maybe I'll buy it as my bday gift to myself. hmmm...
Then, I had some bangin' Colombian food w/ Jackie. I love eating with her. Especially the Colombian food in our usual spot (Tierras Colombianas). I think my love for Colombian food is where my hips came from ;) I always order the same thing, maybe I'll switch it up a bit next time, or order some sancocho (haven't had that in awhile).
Sunday = watched SpongeBob for an hour before church. He really makes me smile, especially when I sing along to the intro song. At Mass, I was happy Father Kush was doing the sermon again today. He said a lot of things that made sense about death. A lot of people are scared of death. But they shouldn't worry too much about it, rather, they should think how they have lived life. Life isn't about how successful you are or the things you've achieved. Life is about preparing for the after-life -- the life where it really matters b/c you'll be there for eternity. See what I mean, I don't usually blog about religious topics, but this priest makes me reflect, which is a good thing. It especially applies to me b/c I put a lot of focus on my future and where I want to be and what I want to have (like many people). I want so much and I worry if I'll be able to get the things I want. Don't get me wrong, its good to think about these things, but it's not all about that, there's more to life than getting material things. I know it's harder said that done, but it's something worth thinking about. He said a lot more things that made made me go "hmm", but I can't remember at this moment. All I remember is at the end of the Homily, he said that at judgement day the question will be "how have you loved?" instead of "what have you accomplished?".
Today is Family day. I will be missing the Giants play, but I will be celebrating two birthdays early. Sister-in-law's and mine. Had a lot of food (as always), German chocolate cake, played Gestures and Pictionary. Had some funny moments (as always) and even a sort of X-rated gesture thanks to one of my brothers =P. Received gifts I will definitely use. Click here for pictures and movie clips of the day.
Michelle, hang in there girl. Remember what I told you, you're going to have to be even stronger to continue... We're here for you. *muah*
The weekends always go by too quick.
11.04.2004
11.03.2004
*Ouch*
I burned my tongue eating a large wonton soup. The soup was pretty diesel and I couldn't finish all of it. It was gooood. I am tired of eating junk and I Just thought soup was better than the normal greasy fast stuff. But now my tongue feels like it has blisters!! I keep putting ice chips in my mouth and now I'm using ice cubes, but I think my tongue is SO hot that the ice melts right away. It hurts so much, how do I cure a burned tongue?
Bush won. ouch.
** 2 hours later **
All of a sudden, after a refreshing shower, I got urge to ramble about politics. [Stop reading now if politics bores you] I read something today on CNN.com that spurred this rambling -- click here
[if you actually like what you just read in that link, then you might as well click the 'x' on top right of your screen b/c then you won't want to read what I have to say b/c everyone has a right to their opinion]
I agree w/ what Jenny said. A president is elected to take care of the people, our welfare, and the economy, not meddle into our private, individual lives. This is why back in the days of God-knows-what century, the Church and State were separated for a reason. I don't think people should ban or have any legal say on same-sex marriage b/c that is the choice of the individual(s). Fine, I understand some people bring religion into this debate where the bible says same-sex marriage isn't allowed, but this brings back my point of the Church and State being separated. A person and his/her religion is private and what right or wrong he/she does is between God and that person ONLY. The government needs to BUTT OUT. Any president wants to better the lives of Americans and American children, right? So lets say a child is born into this world without any hope of a future b/c of whatever unfortunate reason is at the moment. Then come along a same-sex couple who adopt this child and give everything and more to him/her. That is one less child growing up on the streets or living in horrible, unloving conditions. Forget the other people's thoughts of "how is the child going to understand or grow up if he/she has 2 mommies/daddies". Again, that's up to the parents and how they choose to raise the child and explain things to him/her. Again, its no ones business, except for that family, about what explanations and what-not they'll give to the kid. I just think those voters who are dying to get these constitutional amendments for banning same-sex marriages should concentrate on their own lives and solve their own problems before reaching in and meddling w/ people's private choices and lives. There are BIGGER problems in our country, people. I may not know all the constitutional amendments or the rules and laws of this country, but my opinion is something I strongly stand by. peace.
Bush won. ouch.
** 2 hours later **
All of a sudden, after a refreshing shower, I got urge to ramble about politics. [Stop reading now if politics bores you] I read something today on CNN.com that spurred this rambling -- click here
[if you actually like what you just read in that link, then you might as well click the 'x' on top right of your screen b/c then you won't want to read what I have to say b/c everyone has a right to their opinion]
I agree w/ what Jenny said. A president is elected to take care of the people, our welfare, and the economy, not meddle into our private, individual lives. This is why back in the days of God-knows-what century, the Church and State were separated for a reason. I don't think people should ban or have any legal say on same-sex marriage b/c that is the choice of the individual(s). Fine, I understand some people bring religion into this debate where the bible says same-sex marriage isn't allowed, but this brings back my point of the Church and State being separated. A person and his/her religion is private and what right or wrong he/she does is between God and that person ONLY. The government needs to BUTT OUT. Any president wants to better the lives of Americans and American children, right? So lets say a child is born into this world without any hope of a future b/c of whatever unfortunate reason is at the moment. Then come along a same-sex couple who adopt this child and give everything and more to him/her. That is one less child growing up on the streets or living in horrible, unloving conditions. Forget the other people's thoughts of "how is the child going to understand or grow up if he/she has 2 mommies/daddies". Again, that's up to the parents and how they choose to raise the child and explain things to him/her. Again, its no ones business, except for that family, about what explanations and what-not they'll give to the kid. I just think those voters who are dying to get these constitutional amendments for banning same-sex marriages should concentrate on their own lives and solve their own problems before reaching in and meddling w/ people's private choices and lives. There are BIGGER problems in our country, people. I may not know all the constitutional amendments or the rules and laws of this country, but my opinion is something I strongly stand by. peace.
11.02.2004
Yin Yang
Sometimes, getting caught up in our daily routines day in and day out, year after year, make us forget just how lucky we are to share our lives w/ people we love. We spend so much time w/ certain people that we sometimes don't think too much about the good things that were already "carved in" from the start... He has a heart of gold, gives more than he receives, puts family first. He is accepting, kind, generous. He's funny, adorable, laid back, intelligent. He protects, makes jokes, socializes, means well. I know I get in my moods (a lot of the times) where I complain and wished things were done this way in stead of that, but who doesn't get that way. Nobody's perfect, but not everyone has a good heart. I'm lucky to have found someone who means well, and has a good heart. In addition to my family, I am lucky to have someone like Jordan.
I just thought about this today NOT because I was reminded in any way or something happened. Jordan just told me a story which was very stressful. When you listen to the stressful things going on w/ some people, I guess your mind just clicks somewhere along the way to find that silver lining, that good thing that might negate the negative things. To be honest, the stress/negative things are still there, but its not that bad anymore.
On another note, I really like this song -- if you're into lyrics, keep reading.
Restless tonight
Cause I wasted the light
Between both these times
I drew a really thin line
It's nothing I planned
And not that I can
But you should be mine
Across that line
If I traded it all
If I gave it all away for one thing
Just for one thing
If I sorted it out
If I knew all about this one thing
Wouldn't that be something
I promise I might
Not walk on by
Maybe next time
But not this time
Even though I know
I don't want to know
Yeah I guess I know
I just hate how it sounds
[wish i had one of those smiley animations to put here]
In case you are wondering why I named the entry "Yin Yang", it's self explanatory if you know what it means. If not, this is what I pulled off the web: "They are not completely black or white, just as things in life are not completely black or white, and they cannot exist without each other....causing everything to happen: just as things expand and contract, and temperature changes from hot to cold."
Everyone has their own interpretation, the one above is NOT my full interpretation. I just don't want to say/write my explanation of Yin Yang.
Random pics I haven't gotten to organizing yet
I just thought about this today NOT because I was reminded in any way or something happened. Jordan just told me a story which was very stressful. When you listen to the stressful things going on w/ some people, I guess your mind just clicks somewhere along the way to find that silver lining, that good thing that might negate the negative things. To be honest, the stress/negative things are still there, but its not that bad anymore.
On another note, I really like this song -- if you're into lyrics, keep reading.
Restless tonight
Cause I wasted the light
Between both these times
I drew a really thin line
It's nothing I planned
And not that I can
But you should be mine
Across that line
If I traded it all
If I gave it all away for one thing
Just for one thing
If I sorted it out
If I knew all about this one thing
Wouldn't that be something
I promise I might
Not walk on by
Maybe next time
But not this time
Even though I know
I don't want to know
Yeah I guess I know
I just hate how it sounds
[wish i had one of those smiley animations to put here]
In case you are wondering why I named the entry "Yin Yang", it's self explanatory if you know what it means. If not, this is what I pulled off the web: "They are not completely black or white, just as things in life are not completely black or white, and they cannot exist without each other....causing everything to happen: just as things expand and contract, and temperature changes from hot to cold."
Everyone has their own interpretation, the one above is NOT my full interpretation. I just don't want to say/write my explanation of Yin Yang.
Random pics I haven't gotten to organizing yet
11.01.2004
There's no place like home
I noticed that there is no place like home. Everytime I come in, I always feel a little better. I hate it when I'm on the train and have to pee, but I can't b/c I'm not close to home. But when I'm finally getting closer to my building, its like I have to pee 20x more - like your bladder knows your getting closer. So then I'm in the elevator doing this weird dance until I realize there is a camera on my elevator, and I'm sure I'm amusing the doorman.
Speaking of home, I found a stash of my mom's mini Purell Hand Sanitizers. She has 50! I noticed people at work have them on their desk, but this size is so cute. Girls could put it in the their tiny clutches, and guys could put it in their pockets w/out the bulk. I don't know why I mentioned that, but anyway, moving on....
My brother emailed me reminding me more about our day together. So let me do a little bit of updating. And his email goes:
"My God, so many places we went to we forgot, we also went to The
Maritime Hotel, Zara, Otto Tootsie Plohound, and the PRADA store...
That was a lot of fun. Let's do it again soon. I know a great brunch
place in the lower East Side. : )
Here's a fashion New York City Guide:
http://www.luxuryfashion.com/goddess_nyc.html "
He's right, I forgot some places. The Maritime Hotel was cool, it looked like a ship because the windows were round. The PRADA store had a circular glass elevator w/ seats and their dressing room was all high tech. If you stepped into the fitting room, the door closes but its clear glass. So everyone can see you change... until you step on this big button and the glass automatically fogs up. Pretty cool. I would feel like I'm in a Men in Black or Matrix movie (some futuristic movie). The funny thing about the shoe store called Otto Tootsie Plohound was that ALL their employees were Filipino. I mean ALL. It was a little weird b/c at first I thought "how cool", but then I thought about discrimination (what if a person of another race wanted a job there). They're my peoples, so I'm not going to complain so much. And this staffing wasn't only in that particular store, I heard all Otto Tootsie Plohound stores only employed Filipinos. So um, if you're looking to hook up w/ a Filipino guy/girl, I guess there's a place to start looking =P
Now that I'm reading up on the stores my brother took me to, I didn't realize that he took me to places where they filmed Sex and the City and where all the celebrities shop. Too bad I didn't spot anyone interesting.
Speaking of home, I found a stash of my mom's mini Purell Hand Sanitizers. She has 50! I noticed people at work have them on their desk, but this size is so cute. Girls could put it in the their tiny clutches, and guys could put it in their pockets w/out the bulk. I don't know why I mentioned that, but anyway, moving on....
My brother emailed me reminding me more about our day together. So let me do a little bit of updating. And his email goes:
"My God, so many places we went to we forgot, we also went to The
Maritime Hotel, Zara, Otto Tootsie Plohound, and the PRADA store...
That was a lot of fun. Let's do it again soon. I know a great brunch
place in the lower East Side. : )
Here's a fashion New York City Guide:
http://www.luxuryfashion.com
He's right, I forgot some places. The Maritime Hotel was cool, it looked like a ship because the windows were round. The PRADA store had a circular glass elevator w/ seats and their dressing room was all high tech. If you stepped into the fitting room, the door closes but its clear glass. So everyone can see you change... until you step on this big button and the glass automatically fogs up. Pretty cool. I would feel like I'm in a Men in Black or Matrix movie (some futuristic movie). The funny thing about the shoe store called Otto Tootsie Plohound was that ALL their employees were Filipino. I mean ALL. It was a little weird b/c at first I thought "how cool", but then I thought about discrimination (what if a person of another race wanted a job there). They're my peoples, so I'm not going to complain so much. And this staffing wasn't only in that particular store, I heard all Otto Tootsie Plohound stores only employed Filipinos. So um, if you're looking to hook up w/ a Filipino guy/girl, I guess there's a place to start looking =P
Now that I'm reading up on the stores my brother took me to, I didn't realize that he took me to places where they filmed Sex and the City and where all the celebrities shop. Too bad I didn't spot anyone interesting.
10.31.2004
My Big Brother and SoHo
I had another wonderful "date" today. It was brother and sister bonding today, which is cool b/c all my siblings are older and are usually busy w/ work and family (just like me). So this was my Sunday:
1. Arrived at my brother's apt at Chelsea (btw, his doorman said "Your beautiful sister is on her way up" ... Somebody give the man a tip please!! LOL)
2. Started out w/ noon brunch at Le Belle Vie - their Bellini was delicious. My brother treated me to brunch as my advanced birthday treat. Thank you, Kuya!
3. Headed out to Barney's Co-op to look at the beautiful clothes, all in the 3-digit price range
4. Was brought to Chelsea Market (not many New Yorkers know about it b/c it seemed to be a "hidden treasure")
5. Walked through the Meat packing district where we passed more window shopping of these posh stores
6. Went furniture window shopping to give me ideas on decorating my apartment (West Elm, Jensen-Lewis, Crate & Barrel, Pottery Barn). I found THE sofa I want, along w/ a small dining table, and a buffet). Now I have to just wait until the condo is finished in Feb./March(?)
7. Stopped by H&M, Bloomingdales SoHo, G Star, David Z, Jeffrey (another store of $300+ items) and a WHOLE BUNCH of other stores that we couldn't even remember. Thank God the majority of stores we went to were expensive. That way, we don't spend money. It's amusing the way the sales people on the floor look at you up and down, check out what you are wearing, and try to decide if you could afford anything in their store. Of course I could afford something in their store!! Maybe a zipper of a really expensive bag, the button of an expensive jacket, or the shoelace of a really expensive shoe. xP
8. Saw some ppl dressed up in their costumes already, getting ready for the Halloween parade.
9. Got hungry, and went to Republic in Union Square. Their Coconut Shrimp wrapped in noodles and Spicy Seafood salad is TO DIE FOR. If you are to go there, just order the appetizers. I think we were so hungry from walking all over downtown that we didn't even talk, just kept shoveling food in our mouths.
I also passed by this bar called Rawhide.. I just thought the name was interesting.
Today, Mass was great b/c a new priest (hopefully he stays) was delivering the homily and did such a great job. I like priests who talk to you like human beings as opposed to talking to you w/ this attitude that they're better than you in some way. He even related real life stories to the lessons of the Gospel. I like that stuff - relating Jesus' stories to the stories of the present.
We were walking all over the city from 12 - 6:30PM. That was a good workout. The Parade is going on now, and I wished I could go, but I had such a good time today that I don't care anymore. I know I had a much better time w/ my Kuya rather than going to a parade that will happen again next year. Maybe next year I'll go, or maybe I will have a day w/ my Kuya again...
1. Arrived at my brother's apt at Chelsea (btw, his doorman said "Your beautiful sister is on her way up" ... Somebody give the man a tip please!! LOL)
2. Started out w/ noon brunch at Le Belle Vie - their Bellini was delicious. My brother treated me to brunch as my advanced birthday treat. Thank you, Kuya!
3. Headed out to Barney's Co-op to look at the beautiful clothes, all in the 3-digit price range
4. Was brought to Chelsea Market (not many New Yorkers know about it b/c it seemed to be a "hidden treasure")
5. Walked through the Meat packing district where we passed more window shopping of these posh stores
6. Went furniture window shopping to give me ideas on decorating my apartment (West Elm, Jensen-Lewis, Crate & Barrel, Pottery Barn). I found THE sofa I want, along w/ a small dining table, and a buffet). Now I have to just wait until the condo is finished in Feb./March(?)
7. Stopped by H&M, Bloomingdales SoHo, G Star, David Z, Jeffrey (another store of $300+ items) and a WHOLE BUNCH of other stores that we couldn't even remember. Thank God the majority of stores we went to were expensive. That way, we don't spend money. It's amusing the way the sales people on the floor look at you up and down, check out what you are wearing, and try to decide if you could afford anything in their store. Of course I could afford something in their store!! Maybe a zipper of a really expensive bag, the button of an expensive jacket, or the shoelace of a really expensive shoe. xP
8. Saw some ppl dressed up in their costumes already, getting ready for the Halloween parade.
9. Got hungry, and went to Republic in Union Square. Their Coconut Shrimp wrapped in noodles and Spicy Seafood salad is TO DIE FOR. If you are to go there, just order the appetizers. I think we were so hungry from walking all over downtown that we didn't even talk, just kept shoveling food in our mouths.
I also passed by this bar called Rawhide.. I just thought the name was interesting.
Today, Mass was great b/c a new priest (hopefully he stays) was delivering the homily and did such a great job. I like priests who talk to you like human beings as opposed to talking to you w/ this attitude that they're better than you in some way. He even related real life stories to the lessons of the Gospel. I like that stuff - relating Jesus' stories to the stories of the present.
We were walking all over the city from 12 - 6:30PM. That was a good workout. The Parade is going on now, and I wished I could go, but I had such a good time today that I don't care anymore. I know I had a much better time w/ my Kuya rather than going to a parade that will happen again next year. Maybe next year I'll go, or maybe I will have a day w/ my Kuya again...
Sleepless night
I had such a sleepless night last night. For one, I couldn't understand why I kept waking up sweating. The window was open, it wasn't hot, and I wasn't dressed warm or even covered up like that. Maybe a bad dream? Speaking of dreams, I had a weird dream where I met Lionel Richie and wanted to take a picture with him. But we could never get a picture together b/c something was always happening -- photographer didn't know what she was doing, she kept snapping pictures of someone/something else. It was weird. I just remember wanting a picture w/ Lionel Richie so bad. I don't know what in the world made me dream about him. I like his songs in the past, but I wasn't thinking about them recently.
Then I was scratching my legs all night. It came to a point that I was in pain. Let me explain b/c I probably sound weird. I had this "accident" w/ thigh high stockings. Usually (women might know this more than men) its a pain in the ass to wear stockings b/c when it comes time to hike them up, you're basically doing lunges and squats in the tiny stall to put them back in their proper place =P So I decided to solve that problem and buy thigh highs. Normally, like in the movies, women need a garter belt to keep the stockings up, but I saw this one that didn't require a garter belt and had its own non-slip technology going. My mistake. I didn't feel the pain until after lunch one day. Turns out it was too tight on the top which caused welts at first, then some cuts. I bruise easily, so it looks really bad with these lines on my thighs. Nice, right? So now I can't wear sweats or anything loose b/c it'll just irritate the cuts. Enough about that.
I had a nice "date" w/ Agatha last night. Dinner at a Thai restaurant and then walked a little on Austin Street, dessert at Piu Bellos, finally, Agatha grabbed some starbucks before heading out to Flushing. Our date was spontaneous and we always have fun when we hang out. I'll come out to NJ soon to visit her. I miss living w/ her.
Then I was scratching my legs all night. It came to a point that I was in pain. Let me explain b/c I probably sound weird. I had this "accident" w/ thigh high stockings. Usually (women might know this more than men) its a pain in the ass to wear stockings b/c when it comes time to hike them up, you're basically doing lunges and squats in the tiny stall to put them back in their proper place =P So I decided to solve that problem and buy thigh highs. Normally, like in the movies, women need a garter belt to keep the stockings up, but I saw this one that didn't require a garter belt and had its own non-slip technology going. My mistake. I didn't feel the pain until after lunch one day. Turns out it was too tight on the top which caused welts at first, then some cuts. I bruise easily, so it looks really bad with these lines on my thighs. Nice, right? So now I can't wear sweats or anything loose b/c it'll just irritate the cuts. Enough about that.
I had a nice "date" w/ Agatha last night. Dinner at a Thai restaurant and then walked a little on Austin Street, dessert at Piu Bellos, finally, Agatha grabbed some starbucks before heading out to Flushing. Our date was spontaneous and we always have fun when we hang out. I'll come out to NJ soon to visit her. I miss living w/ her.
10.30.2004
Updates
I've finally updated some other content on my site b/c I finally found time on this late Saturday morning:
1. Since Christmas and my birthday are approaching, family is asking what they should get me. I have a list of things under $20 that I like/need, so I've updated that (Under the link Future). If you hit the lotto, there is a list of more expensive things, too =P
2. Jackie finally gave me a picture of herself, so now this link is completed: My girls
3. I've put 3 recent pictures of me under Jamlen
4. Wendy's 22nd birthday pics are up (I don't remember if I already mentioned this)
Maybe I'll go Christmas shopping next week.
What I wrote before putting this blogger Click here
1. Since Christmas and my birthday are approaching, family is asking what they should get me. I have a list of things under $20 that I like/need, so I've updated that (Under the link Future). If you hit the lotto, there is a list of more expensive things, too =P
2. Jackie finally gave me a picture of herself, so now this link is completed: My girls
3. I've put 3 recent pictures of me under Jamlen
4. Wendy's 22nd birthday pics are up (I don't remember if I already mentioned this)
Maybe I'll go Christmas shopping next week.
What I wrote before putting this blogger Click here
10.28.2004
Zaida
The stuff in my old Thoughts section before I put a blogger.
Zaida is born Oct. 14, 2004
More pics to come soon. Send me those pictures on your phones, girls!
Zaida is born Oct. 14, 2004
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Zaida Hernandez - born 5 lbs., 2oz., 18 inches at North Shore University Hospital @ Forest Hills at 3:03PM
more pics to come soon. Send me those pictures on your phones, girls! |
More pics to come soon. Send me those pictures on your phones, girls!
Shorter days
With all this bad luck w/ the car, Geico has been on my recent calls more than once. I think I should just buy their stock =P
I feel popular tonight. Friends, family, and even old friends were asking me to return their phone calls. As I'm typing, I'm having a convesation w/ my brother. Hmm.. wonder if he hears the typing on the keyboard. I'm excited, I'll be going apartment-decoration hunting w/ him on Sunday @ West Elm Street in the village. Then we're going to hit up Crate and Barrel, Bloomies, and Barneys. Hmm.. I think we might end up clothes shopping =P
Then I gotta call Mimi to talk about her Wedding Plans and our birthday plans. Karen's wedding plans have to also be discussed since its Dec. 17. Family is asking what I'm doing for my Birthday... I don't know. I don't like planning.
So far, I've knocked down a couple of stuff I wanted to do:
[x] Visited Karen, Zaida, and Ray (they're doing great)
[x] Cleaned bathtub
[x] Picked up something I needed
[x] Attempted to code/clean/fix some code in this blogger (didn't get far, as you can see)
I would vacuum right now, but I just took a shower and I don't want to break out in a sweat before I sleep. I like going to bed clean. I made a new friend and his name is Tilex (spray then leave). That's the secret to a cleaner shower, longer.
Again, there is not enough hours in a day. Its also getting dark too early. I need to summarize some things I've written in my old 'thoughts' section, before I put a blogger. I'll summarize tomorrow.
At least tomorrow is Friday.
I feel popular tonight. Friends, family, and even old friends were asking me to return their phone calls. As I'm typing, I'm having a convesation w/ my brother. Hmm.. wonder if he hears the typing on the keyboard. I'm excited, I'll be going apartment-decoration hunting w/ him on Sunday @ West Elm Street in the village. Then we're going to hit up Crate and Barrel, Bloomies, and Barneys. Hmm.. I think we might end up clothes shopping =P
Then I gotta call Mimi to talk about her Wedding Plans and our birthday plans. Karen's wedding plans have to also be discussed since its Dec. 17. Family is asking what I'm doing for my Birthday... I don't know. I don't like planning.
So far, I've knocked down a couple of stuff I wanted to do:
[x] Visited Karen, Zaida, and Ray (they're doing great)
[x] Cleaned bathtub
[x] Picked up something I needed
[x] Attempted to code/clean/fix some code in this blogger (didn't get far, as you can see)
I would vacuum right now, but I just took a shower and I don't want to break out in a sweat before I sleep. I like going to bed clean. I made a new friend and his name is Tilex (spray then leave). That's the secret to a cleaner shower, longer.
Again, there is not enough hours in a day. Its also getting dark too early. I need to summarize some things I've written in my old 'thoughts' section, before I put a blogger. I'll summarize tomorrow.
At least tomorrow is Friday.
While in training...
Today was one of those days w/ a GREAT morning start:
-Woke up freezing cold. I like sleeping cold, but not waking up cold before the sun rises
-Didn't have time to blow dry hair so I just tied it up.
-I decided to gel it, didn't have gel except for men's gel, which smells musky (like men's cologne) -- so I'm walking around smelling very manly.
-Now that I'm smelling like a dude, I find out Jordan locks the keys in the car. Nice.
-We exchange words, or at least I did most of the talking (yelling).
-Took charge of the situation and called my insurance roadside assistance and a tow truck was coming
-Headed to the subway for work (thank God for NYC public transportation)
-No seats on the train, and I had 3 inch heels -- at least I had a book
I want to change website design. I'm starting to feel that "itch" to change things around. I guess my creative juices want to come out. Maybe soon...
So I was chatting w/ a co-worker and we were talking about weddings. He said he went to a wedding and one family (forgot if it was the bride or groom's family) was a Filipino family, and they had a really good idea. I'm not telling what the idea was, but don't be surprised if I end up trying something new ;) I'm talking about a wedding and I'm not even engaged. ha! Regardless, I'll be a blushing bride one day...
-Woke up freezing cold. I like sleeping cold, but not waking up cold before the sun rises
-Didn't have time to blow dry hair so I just tied it up.
-I decided to gel it, didn't have gel except for men's gel, which smells musky (like men's cologne) -- so I'm walking around smelling very manly.
-Now that I'm smelling like a dude, I find out Jordan locks the keys in the car. Nice.
-We exchange words, or at least I did most of the talking (yelling).
-Took charge of the situation and called my insurance roadside assistance and a tow truck was coming
-Headed to the subway for work (thank God for NYC public transportation)
-No seats on the train, and I had 3 inch heels -- at least I had a book
I want to change website design. I'm starting to feel that "itch" to change things around. I guess my creative juices want to come out. Maybe soon...
So I was chatting w/ a co-worker and we were talking about weddings. He said he went to a wedding and one family (forgot if it was the bride or groom's family) was a Filipino family, and they had a really good idea. I'm not telling what the idea was, but don't be surprised if I end up trying something new ;) I'm talking about a wedding and I'm not even engaged. ha! Regardless, I'll be a blushing bride one day...
10.27.2004
Cranky pants
At least the blog page is looking better. Its not completely fixed, but its getting there. Just give me more time. It's an improvement from the first time I attempted to display this, and this weird yellow message box was on the top.
I'm REALLY cranky today. It started when I got into the car after work crazy hungry. When I am hungry, its better to stay away from me. Then I HAD to eat pizza b/c I was too lazy to get anything else and pizza is around the corner. My dad said not to cook since I refuse to step into the kitchen. If I don't cook, that means I'll eat junk 24/7. Then there are not enough hours in a day, so I feel like I have 3878403918038 things to do and 1 hour to do all of it. Dusting and vacuuming still need to be done. At least I got laundry out of the way today.
I have to:
[] Review health benefits / pay deductable
[] Read SWE thingy majingy
[] Christmas shop
[] Visit Karen and Zaida
[] Dust/Vacuum house
[] Drop of dry cleaning
[] Fix this blogger format
[] Explore GMail / export hotmail contacts
[] Catch up on reading my daily reads / AngelBox
[] Watch the news
17 more days until my birthday
Feel free to post comments on any of my postings b/c now you can actually do that ;)
I'm REALLY cranky today. It started when I got into the car after work crazy hungry. When I am hungry, its better to stay away from me. Then I HAD to eat pizza b/c I was too lazy to get anything else and pizza is around the corner. My dad said not to cook since I refuse to step into the kitchen. If I don't cook, that means I'll eat junk 24/7. Then there are not enough hours in a day, so I feel like I have 3878403918038 things to do and 1 hour to do all of it. Dusting and vacuuming still need to be done. At least I got laundry out of the way today.
I have to:
[] Review health benefits / pay deductable
[] Read SWE thingy majingy
[] Christmas shop
[] Visit Karen and Zaida
[] Dust/Vacuum house
[] Drop of dry cleaning
[] Fix this blogger format
[] Explore GMail / export hotmail contacts
[] Catch up on reading my daily reads / AngelBox
[] Watch the news
17 more days until my birthday
Feel free to post comments on any of my postings b/c now you can actually do that ;)
You, Me, and SWE
Its late, and I just settled down from my Stony Brook trip. I've finally created a "blogger". If I wasn't so tired, I would fix it right now. I will format/fix/resize it tomorrow when I'm not too tired. For now, you have to deal w/ the whacky sizing. I decided I might as well get a blogger b/c I noticed I've been updating my thoughts regularly, something I didn't think I'd be doing.
SWE's Alumni night was great. Even though the turn-out wasn't as expected, I had a lot of fun seeing familiar faces, getting all stupid about being back on campus since graduation, and feeling like I'm 40 walking the hallways of the SAC where you see students. At one point I thought to myself "why are all these people up so late?" .. It was only 10PM. That's how old I am. That's sad. I remember being a student and thinking 1AM was still early. I miss those days tooo much. What a loser. I had so much fun laughing and chatting up a storm w/ my SWE girls. I miss being Aggie's roomie sooo much. Being roomies w/ her was the only reason that made dorming life memorable. Aggie even drove Kim and I home after the meeting. It normally takes 1 hour to get home, but Aggie drives like a dude doing 85 on the Grand Central (w/ no traffice), so I got home in 40 minutes =) . Agatha is ganster. Besides, Kim, Aggie, and I were laughing and talking so much my throat got dry. At school I visited the coffee shop on campus, I passed by so many students in jeans while I was in my work clothes. I felt out of place, but happy to be seeing random students. I'm not used to seeing the baggy jeans, 'do rags, loud girls, etc.
Check out how my so-called diet went today, it just got better as the day progressed:
Breakfast - one bowl of cereal
Lunch - soup and half a sandwich, and chocolate cake w/ chocolate mousse
Dinner - Sesame chicken, beef and broccoli, white rice, shrimp lo mein
Real good diet, huh? At least I had the intention and the day started off well.
I spoke to my dad about the mouse and he said not to worry that when he came back he would "whack up the whole place" and catch this mouse. He retired from being a Senior Chief to the carpenter, plumber, protector, driver, cook, and security guard of me and my mom. He's the King of this castle =) But he often says that my Mom is Commander in Chief (you better believe it).
SWE's Alumni night was great. Even though the turn-out wasn't as expected, I had a lot of fun seeing familiar faces, getting all stupid about being back on campus since graduation, and feeling like I'm 40 walking the hallways of the SAC where you see students. At one point I thought to myself "why are all these people up so late?" .. It was only 10PM. That's how old I am. That's sad. I remember being a student and thinking 1AM was still early. I miss those days tooo much. What a loser. I had so much fun laughing and chatting up a storm w/ my SWE girls. I miss being Aggie's roomie sooo much. Being roomies w/ her was the only reason that made dorming life memorable. Aggie even drove Kim and I home after the meeting. It normally takes 1 hour to get home, but Aggie drives like a dude doing 85 on the Grand Central (w/ no traffice), so I got home in 40 minutes =) . Agatha is ganster. Besides, Kim, Aggie, and I were laughing and talking so much my throat got dry. At school I visited the coffee shop on campus, I passed by so many students in jeans while I was in my work clothes. I felt out of place, but happy to be seeing random students. I'm not used to seeing the baggy jeans, 'do rags, loud girls, etc.
Check out how my so-called diet went today, it just got better as the day progressed:
Breakfast - one bowl of cereal
Lunch - soup and half a sandwich, and chocolate cake w/ chocolate mousse
Dinner - Sesame chicken, beef and broccoli, white rice, shrimp lo mein
Real good diet, huh? At least I had the intention and the day started off well.
I spoke to my dad about the mouse and he said not to worry that when he came back he would "whack up the whole place" and catch this mouse. He retired from being a Senior Chief to the carpenter, plumber, protector, driver, cook, and security guard of me and my mom. He's the King of this castle =) But he often says that my Mom is Commander in Chief (you better believe it).