Is it just me, or do some people sometimes have one of those days they wish they were someone else, or in some other different situation at the moment? I'm having one of those days.
Tonight, nothing bothers me, yet everything bothers me. It's my last day of work on Thurs. I was excited for the Holiday weekend up until tonight - I hate when moods are ruined. I think this is the part where I rather I have a different situation or be someone else... just for the moment.
Maybe some of the apathy or calmness I feel came from my workout, or maybe b/c I didn't eat dinner (but I'm not hungry). I'm just glad my both my parents raised me to be productive and independent -- tonight, these two thoughts are keeping me sane at the moment.
I want to say and analyze so much more b/c I have so much more to say, but I don't think it's appropriate, so I'll keep it to myself. I have lots of private thoughts that I keep to myself. There are thoughts I don't tell my family, my best friends, my boyfriend. I guess that's the Scorpio in me -- secretive, among other things. It's those silent stings that'll hurt if we get fed up enough.
In the words of Method Man and Redman, "Whatever, Man!!"
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