Final Thoughts? For Now?

Lately, I haven't been in the mood to blog. It makes me think if my blogging phase is over (already? but it just started). I bet you if I started in college, I would make my archives blow up. Maybe there are just so many changes happening around me that I neither have the time nor interest to blog -- maybe b/c my daily life is involved in all these changes.

For one, I cut my hair that now I miss my long hair and will never cut it this short again. I like it a lot, I think I look older and slightly more sophisticated, but I miss the girly-ness/innocence/playfulness of long hair. Yep, I'm growing it back.

My apt is emptying out. I refuse to post more pictures b/c the next step will be to see the finished product. I'm deciding on my living room flooring now, geez, I feel old just saying that.

I think I'm in denial that my parents are leaving for good in 5 days. Sometimes I think they're just clearing up the apt and going on a long vacation. How will I survive? (I'm sure I'll be fine, but still...) *sniffles*

I'm going to live w/ someone I love, that it makes me nervous and excited at the same time to see how it pans out. Welcome to a grown ass relationship, Jam -- complete w/ sharing bills and space at the same time. whoa.

I'm missing Italy. I'm craving coffee. I need another vacation.

Work has become so busy, getting out at 6pm is early. Am I really doing a good job? Where will my career take me? Hearing the layoffs, will I be one of them down the line? If I am, what then...?

Money. Need more of it. But I'm telling my parents that I have enough of it, so not to worry them. I guess money is now an issue b/c I'll be buying furniture and decorating my home to my liking (I already told Jordan he'll have a 5%-10% input on decorating - it's all about me, baby! =P)

I'm working out again. As the stress is relieved, new ones come along: will I be in tip-top shape by summer? Will I fall off the wagon one day? Why is my right love-handle there and my left one not?

After over 22 yrs, I'm finally experimenting w/ eye make-up. This should be interesting.

Daddy and I got into a minor fender bender yesterday. A truck hit us. He practically pushed us on Queens Blvd. cuz he didn't see us on his right side - we're small, he's big. If he was driving any faster, it would've been BAD. Fortunately, we are OK. A bit shaken up that day, but OK. It could've been worse. This is a sign that either my dad needs to go or needs to stay. I prefer the latter. I'm too worried life's misfortunes such as yesterday will happen to those I love and I won't be there to do anything about it. =(

MOM AND DAD IN ANOTHER COUNTRY? PERMANETLY?!?!?!?

Yeah, I feel it. My blogs might slowly trickle down to a few days a month, or something. It's not like they'll be missed. =P Before I go, Jackie's pics from lounging-in on her house warming/girls night.