I got my very first REAL Christmas Tree set up in the apt for the first Christmas having the apt to myself. Actually, it was a very nice surprise of Joaquin to give it to me (and pick it out, lift it into the cart, tip the guy who trimmed it, carried it to the car, tied it with twine, untied it, carried it upstairs, set up the tree stand, put up the tree, water it.. lol) so its OUR Christmas tree which we'll decorate before my parents come. ;) THANKS, BOOG!
The apt smell sooo good. Its about 6 feet and full! I like it. I need a tree skirt and lights. I'll try to take a before and after pic.
12.12.2005
12.04.2005
Hear them Roar
People are mad at me and it drives me insane! And if they aren't mad at me yet, they WILL BE!! Whether is getting the wrong idea or interpretation of a situation or someone else hyping up the situation or being relied on to do something... it sucks! I hate causing drama or conflict or even not-so-nice thoughts.. I'm not that type of girl. I don't get a high off of any of that, especially when its such a STUPID thing. Maybe the voices in my head are making it bigger than it seems. GrrRRr...
Everyone, Just be freakin' HAPPY!! I'm happy, nothing is wrong.. la la la la la.
This is what happens when you're someone who hates disappointing people and wants everyone (those cared about only of course) and their moms to be happy. WTF, maaan?!
Everyone, Just be freakin' HAPPY!! I'm happy, nothing is wrong.. la la la la la.
This is what happens when you're someone who hates disappointing people and wants everyone (those cared about only of course) and their moms to be happy. WTF, maaan?!
12.01.2005
"..some days I sit & wish I was a kid again"
I'm SUUUPER stressed! Its like one of those stressful weeks where the only thing that can relieve some of the stress is to have a good ass cry. Ok so I'll sit here and cry by myself?! No!! =P
A lot of caca is running through my head. There's so much to do at work, stupid little things in my personal life, and errands to do before my parents come (I'm excited they are coming, but its other things that make me anxious), oh, and there is Christmas shopping. I always enjoy Christmas shopping because I love love love giving (when I have the money, of course). But these days, I don't even want to step into a store. So I did all my shopping online and I think half-assed (more like with the "let me get this over with" attitude).
This is my first Christmas where the apt is mine, but I haven't decorated it -- at all: no stocking, no wreath, not even a dancing santa or a christmas welcome mat. I thought about a tree and would REALLY want one, but I just get un-motivated and lazy.
I'm all over the place... at least my head/thoughts are. BLEH.
Ending on a good note: 14 days til my parents arrive.. and with my sister and her family who live in the Philippines.. my 20-member immediate family is complete again :-)
A lot of caca is running through my head. There's so much to do at work, stupid little things in my personal life, and errands to do before my parents come (I'm excited they are coming, but its other things that make me anxious), oh, and there is Christmas shopping. I always enjoy Christmas shopping because I love love love giving (when I have the money, of course). But these days, I don't even want to step into a store. So I did all my shopping online and I think half-assed (more like with the "let me get this over with" attitude).
This is my first Christmas where the apt is mine, but I haven't decorated it -- at all: no stocking, no wreath, not even a dancing santa or a christmas welcome mat. I thought about a tree and would REALLY want one, but I just get un-motivated and lazy.
I'm all over the place... at least my head/thoughts are. BLEH.
Ending on a good note: 14 days til my parents arrive.. and with my sister and her family who live in the Philippines.. my 20-member immediate family is complete again :-)