Burst

I don't know why I named this post "burst". It was the first word that came into mind when a flood of thoughts entered my mind at the same time. My birthday is approaching and I'm getting older, hopefully wiser, but there's still so much I have to learn about myself... so much. Random people ask me random questions and it always stirs something in me. There are those people in your life that teach you something about yourself. Sometimes these are people who don't even know you or what you are feeling but a word, a conversation, a phrase will shift something in your conscience. For me, its been a theme of self-improvement. There's so much I need to learn and do FOR MYSELF. Sometimes it gets kinda frustrating b/c the daily routine of life makes you feel like you are standing still. I'm glad I still have my faith to turn to and rely on. It must be my very own angel who only became my angel when I was 12. Most of all, right now, I need to learn that if things don't go as planned or as expected, I need NOT to freak out and somehow find the purpose or lesson/blessing in disguise.

Damn, second post in a row... those damn stars are aligned for me to pour out my soul hehe..