What If .. Not.

[edited]

Sometimes you cannot go wondering "what if" anymore. If you made a decision, then you were somehow, someway guided to that decision for a reason. God took care of you. His plan for you is in motion. So you can't fight it (or you can fight it, but what if you fighting made you circle back into the same spot?). So, you just say "Ok, God, you put me here in this situation for a reason (which I'm sure even if I don't understand it now, but I trust you), now what's next? Where to?". "Can I win the lotto?" ;)

Trust that He won't abandon you. It's hard to trust, but trust is never easy in the first place -- just look at the human relationships around you.

[edited - a couple hours later]
Look what song I came across, that I never heard of before until today:

What if there was no line?
Nothing wrong, nothing right.
What if there was no time?
And no reason or rhyme.
What if you should decide, that you don't want me there by your side.
That you don't want me there in your life.

What if I got it wrong, and no poem or song
Could put right what I got wrong
Or make you feel I belong
What if you should decide that you don't want me there by your side
That you don't want me there in your life.

Every step that you take could be your biggest mistake
It could bend or it could break
But that's the risk that you take
What if you should decide
That you don't want me there in your life
That you don't want me there by your side.

Oooh, that's right
Let's take a breath jump over the side
Oooh, that's right
How can you know it when you don't even try
Oooh, that's right

Let's take a breath jump over the side
Oooh, that's right
You know that darkness always turns into light
Oooh, that's right

-"What if" by Coldplay (album: X & Y)

Thought this was appropriate for this post. Bye.