Square One

I need to practice what I preach.

You can't please everyone. Yet, why do I still try to?
Don't stress the small things. But, I still do.

Ugh.

This is the whole process of having to constantly work on yourself. Like working out has to be consistent, so does mental training. I think I get confused that I live in a bubble and everything inside this bubble has to be perfect. But, it ain't.

I don't think I have mental peace, and that's my fault. I'm back to square one in trying to control my emotions. For now, I hope to distract myself with as much gym time as I can.