There’s a saying that if you are constantly thinking about a hypothetical situation, you are calling for it to actually happen. What if, in your mind, that hypothetical situation is inevitable? I wouldn’t mind if it was a positive situation, but knowing my twisted mind, it’s definitely teetering between pessimistic and realistic. I can hate how I think sometimes…

This brings me back to: "And nothing pisses off a control freak more than life not goin' her way" (Eat, Love, Pray by Elizabeth Gilbert)