Float

I feel like I'm floating. When you float, you don't really move your arms or legs, you just let the current or the wind carry you off somewhere. That's what I feel like I'm doing. Sometimes, I lose the feeling that I'm in control of my destiny (sounds corny, I know, but whatever). I think I feel that way because I'm (still) not sure what I want, what I'm supposed to be, where I'm supposed to go. I'm just kinda doing stuff and this 'stuff' has an outcome, and I keep harping and stressing on the outcome - yet I don't know what the f- the outcome is. Maybe rainy days like today make me over-analyze.